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You hung my heart
on your necklace of shame,
yet you wear it with pride.
 May 2015 Sophie Charlotte
Xyns
Sometimes I sit in my room
And I cry my eyes out

Sometimes I cut myself
And let the blood out

Sometimes I wanna slit my throat
And bleed out

Sometimes I wanna run away
And get out
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Cheering myself up

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Decency is very  immaculate.
Yet these women lack it.
Showing so much skin that the men can probably taste it.
These men  insinuate women into *** objects.
But pushing them
to become a despised icon.
Now a days reputation seems to be the stereo type.
Males are pigs waiting to be slaughtered.
Girls will rant consistently about how they use and manipulate them.
Yet you live up to being a back porch baby,
as well show off those curves anonymously for lustful eyes.
False alarms wont save them. Cause they burn their own bridges.
Yet others wear  their pride
and keep what most are not aware of, which is class.
Women who stay loyal to the core and Share their soul with nothing but a Heart full of
ravishing intentions are indeed very rare.
Beauty that would petrify you were you are standing.
A delightful dream
that you're scared you will wake up and suffer society's standards of a female.
The lesson of this is nice guys finish last.
My amazing charm and mentality of a gentlemen is ignorantly ignored.
Nothing but remorse can be felt with this situation with them.
Sorry that they will never feel the vibrations
of the overrated word named "love".
Things that would make Hester Prynne disgusted.
But in all words,
my sail with no compass will not be over.
The storms might get heavy periodically, but then the waves will sail properly in my favor.
My search will be fulfilled
So on this long sail I'll never acknowledge these indescent
sirens.
So when they pass  "X" will mark the spot.
Even Though You're Not Around.  Your Presence Still Exists In My Imagination. 
I Can Still Feel Your Energy. 
How You Struggle To Breathe When You Talk To Me.

How I Let Go  Of Everything & Became Your Slave.
Obeyed Your Every Command.

Even Though You'd Hurt Me.
You'd Pretend To Be Hurt Too.
Blame It All On Me.

But I Understood You.
I Stayed Through Your Breathless Times.
Although We Were A Thousand Miles Apart,
I Could Still Feel Your Suicidal Thoughts.

The Sound Of Your Voice When You Cried Over The Phone,
Had Me Crying Too.

I Should Have Told You That
Everything Would Be Okay.
Told You About The Tree's
That Have Watched Over You.
How They Want To Tell You
Everything, But Everything
Just Seems Dumb When A Human
Being Is Told About It.

But You Fell Into Deep Sleep
Before I Could.
So I Layed Down & Tucked Myself In.
As I Listened To You Breathe.
I Realised I Was The One Breathing,
And...
You Were
No
Longer..
It's funny how people keep talking about love

but when anger comes
love fades away

©IGMS
and i try not to let a sound escape through my lips
as my tears stream through my eyes like river

and i try not to feel as weak as i am feeling right now
as i try to convince myself that it's for the better

and i try not to let my hands shake as much
as i type these words to make you understand me

i'm sorry love but i can't bear myself any longer
i'm shattered and my broken fragments are everywhere
i know, you're trying your hardest to mend me with your bare hands
trying to pick up every fragments of me on the concrete
trying to bring me back piece by piece with your ****** hands
but i cant bear it any longer
i cant bear to see you hurt
i cant bear to see your cuts
i dont want to be the reason why you wouldnt be able
to love yourself more than anyone else
i dont want you to be like me
i dont want pain to change how beautiful you are
i dont want pain to consume you just like how it consumed me
i dont want pain to destroy your goodness just like how it destroyed me

i'm sorry love for not being strong enough to hold you as much as i can
i'm sorry love for not being strong enough to keep you with me
i'm sorry love for not being strong enough
i'm sorry love for not being strong
i'm sorry love
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