emotions come into my brain working at steering me to feel insane my brain always tries to kick them out but they always like to lock it out as they battle and i stare i long to find the key in despair to help my brain get back its ruling chair take the script in both hands and gave it a mighty tear somehow emotions always seem to reign and overflow turning me into an immaculate freak show tears are pouring out all over the floor shaking and tormenting my very core
why do i have to feel so intensely why is my life packed so densely
your eyes your smile the gentle way you kiss my lips and touch my face with your fingertips make me want to bury myself in your soul make me want to let go of my need to control
The floor beneath me is melting like a painting left in the rain The more I try to claw my way back to consciousness The more I drift away from reality The deeper I sink into the place of distorted horror Where static shapes are able to twist and turn Ears are able to see and smell Brains are scrambled and tangled Words are formed but cannot be spoken Thoughts are burgeoned but cannot be controlled The venomous voices have all the power Dare not to feed them with positivity In darkness they are determined to rule
Late at night or in the middle of the day, voices sneak inside this *******-e-d up brain. They yell and scream till my mind is tore, making me think, there, is, no, more.
i feel completely exhausted i lost the ability to relax my jaw is always clenched my muscles are always tense my mind is always infested nightmares are haunting my sleep flashbacks of repressed memories are darkening my waking life i jump at the drop of a hat the slightest sudden unexpected sound makes me flinch anxiety is plaguing my existance
You have every right to desire it You are selfish for accepting it Let them take care of you They should not be bothered It's okay to be vulnerable Dependence is for the weak Life did not go easy on you Stop fussing over everything You are doing the best you can You are nothing but a failure Be kind to yourself S-u-c-k it up loser