Why am I always being blamed
For all the bad things that happened?
I am really devastated,
Although I may not show it
Doesn't mean I don't feel it,
I have plans
Though I don't share it,
Doesn't mean I don't have it
I am really anxious and worried
So please stop questioning me
I want to set everything straight,
I am working on it carefully
So don't put me in a hurry.

This uncertainty
Is killing me,
And I have myself
To blame for it.

I cannot stop,
I think about you,
Constantly,
Throughout the day.

I am holding out hope,
That you might feel the same.
Although how am I to know
When I have not told you so?

What we have is special,
And I treasure it the most,
But I am scared that if I tell you,
Our friendship would end.

It has been days,
I picture your face.
I want to know,
Are you safe?

I do not want to lose you,
So please do not go.
You are important to me,
I'll never meet another like you.

If you are to go,
Please just say so,
Don't leave me hanging,
Still hoping.

I never really thought that
I would feel like this again.
Every time I think about you,
I get lost in the moment.
Butterflies in my stomach
My heartbeat quickens

It has been a long time
since I have felt this way,
And I was close to forgetting
How beautiful this is.

Now, every love song I hear
Makes me think about you,
Every pen and paper I hold
Makes me write a poem for you,
And every person I see
Makes me wish it was you.

I was close to giving up
On finding someone
To make me feel this way again
And then I met you.