The only way to end the pain,
To siphon excess anxiety,
To quiet the raging whispers,
Is to set the body free.
To give an escape path,
A perfectly straight line,
Symmetrical with the forearm,
That sags into a grotesque crevasse.
The pressure escapes,
Lessening the screaming in my soul,
The clawing at the base of my skull.
When the body is a battlefield
In a war between heart and mind,
There are bound to be scars
Left on the surface after the fight.

It's painfully easy
To share a condescending veiw,
Even when more will change
With action than will with word.
Yet another lecture is what I get.
I'm fully aware I disappoint you.
You've made it widely known.
But I'm not sure I care anymore.
It's just as easy in my mind
To splatter some ink onto the page
As it is to splatter my brains on the ceiling.
I guess we'll see which hurts less.

strong girls do not cry themselves to sleep, they wipe their eyes, change out of their jeans, and sleep normally. Even when they're empty, especially when they're empty. I am stronger then I appear to be.

Ma, you're the best gem
You are my life,
Ma, the world is filled
with your love.

Ma, you give me everything
all of you, self-goal
Ma, you are the most special
in the earth, first of all.

Mama, you are starving
but give me food
Mama, you are the cure
when I am sick.

Ma, my heaven is
in your care
You’re the most important one
in my whole life.

Ma, I hurt you so much
but you still give me love
If something happens to me
You got beat up!

Ma, you understand my sadness
that I can't language
Ma, let your tears fall
in my sadness,
Ma, you are so happy for me
when I am happy.

Ma, you are my everything
all my love for you, Ma
You have my love and respect
for my whole life!

It's the edge of summertime
I'll soak in these last drops of
Sunshine
Cool breezes
and
Peace

Fall rested her head on Summer
So she could stay warm for a bit longer