Hopes die when your trust overdoses, strange.
From the little things I saw came admiration,
Like hot lava it slowly but with quantity it filled.
And rapidly did it started turning into stone unaware.

Exchange of words would be great joy,
Only until her decision was to lose interest.
Little by little I saw it coming collapsing down,
Yet I denied judgements and chose patience.

Sometimes everything looked so easer,
I never knew how they change so fast.
Dying to reach a place in her heart, rejection
Just one word to vanquish all you're.

The so called fortress of hope shattered,
A barren wasteland is what's left of it.
Confusing to understand why all the time
Leaves you unanswered intuitions.

Constant and stable is an unpredictable paradox.
Forget all and go on or stay and wait,
Stumbling upon choices when thoughts invade your mind,
Always the unpleasant but still confounding,
Fight the painful war thence you may reign once, at least!

Let a seed grow into a tree,
Let a tree grow into a forest,
Let a stream turn into an ocean,
Let grains of sand turn into a desert,
Let a breeze turn into a hurricane.

Let her thoughts dwell in you and witness your demise.

It's cold and the wind kept blowing,
I kept looking at the dire less waves.
Endlessly they came to see the shore, from
limitless distances. A tear rolled down my eye.

Thinking that no day would come for goodbyes. I've been fooling myself and I don't know how. Never thought to be alone again, and expectations ruined.

I know she loved me and I, more than ever.
The dream I've been living has fell apart.
Shattered my mind, wandering why this tragedy is dying. Or did she ever loved me?

Just four words from those beautiful lips had me ripped apart. She was leaving me, farewell and be safe. No! It's not her! It can't be. But it was her.

"Why" heard all around the walls and far beyond. Rather for answers, they were filled with oceans of tears. It's all over! She's gone! She'll never come back!

I stood up from the bench which was wet by the rain I never felt. I walked still watching the waves, a ship fading in the horizon. A whisper said "It's time for you to let go"

Besotted by an ardor,
Beseeching for its vanishing color.
Today I've no words!
Tomorrow I see you, the day after it rains.
No day passes without our idyll,
Once again summer,
jelly and butter.
With me you're unbridled,
With you I'm at home,
You enervate my sadness,
Eviscerate my fear,
Our long silences paints bliss in evening ours,
You search in me for that deluge of love,
Skin and skin sears doubt, closer and closer,
Lost are we in ourselves amidst lust.
Soon, why so soon should you leave?
Your eyes brimmed with tears,
Cheeks crimson smear,
Lilly of the valley redolent in your hair,
My words; did they fall in your ears?
You're far, beyond oceans,
Arid deserts,
Edifying concrete!
I'm here, singing, singing
Awaiting for winter...