.
It
is
true,
you are
totally right.
I'm as dry as
a desert, I'm a dead
empty land. I used to be
a  jungle  when  the  clouds
where by my side, and now that
they are gone, my trees, my dreams
they dried and died. Because of this,
nothing grows inside of me, there is
only silence and despair. I can't feel
what  I  write,  I  barely  feel alive
I want to feel human again
Oh god, I really miss
the rain

I just need to get some sleep
but I’m scared to death right now
And I cant close my eyes.
I see the monster clearly tonight.

Hes dark, and hes taking control of me.
And he looks a lot like you...

We stare blankly,
not from the inability to comprehend what you are talking at us,
but because we are processing and digesting your questions,
forming the appropriate response for them.
Be patient.
Outwardly, they see me doing nothing, just being useless, but my thoughts are in the past, the future, the present - a different country, a different planet.
Exploring, discovering, trying to make sense of it all.
Do not  be mislead by the blank expression spread across my face  - I am not bored. Don’t pity me!

Over my entire life I have studied in my own way
The facts that do away with an instruction to believe
Like I wrote here a poem of ..
The last time I actually saw my oen father for real

I will never again debate on this subject again
But I rest my case with a documentry one ever true
And this is for what ever reasons any follow as they wish
You might realize believing isn't knowing watching it through

So much is for reasons that matter is above our comprehention
It might allow several to realize believing is not just knowing
This life is a class in university life and we are here to learn
Of simply being ourselves as this candle of life is glowing ..

My last word on the subject ..
https://youtu.be/rVP3Jsp8CE8

terrence michael sutton
copyright 2018

So sweet is your name
Gently crossing my tongue
With visions of love

So beautiful are your eyes
The stories they tell
With visions of love

So perfect is your voice
Tempting my heart to fall
With visions of love

So gentle is your touch
Sending tingles down my spine
With visions of love

So amazing are the thoughts
Of you and I dancing alone
With visions of love

Oh but the sweetest of moments
Looking deep onto your eyes
With visions of love

And love and love
And love