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If *** was the answer to all of my pain
Your lips on my skin I'd never refrain
If *** was the answer to all of my pain
Your every touch would drive me insane
If *** was the answer to all of my pain
I'd get lost in your body again and again
If *** was the answer to all of my pain
The beast inside me you'd never restrain
If *** was the answer to all of my pain
The swirl of darkness would cease in my brain
But that darkness will always remain
Gay
If I wasn't gay would people care?
Would they actually let me breath the same air?
Could I actually go to school,
without people being so cruel?
Could I live in a world with no hate?
Maybe people would love me if I was straight.
It's not as easy as people think.
I can't just go to a shrink.
I didn't choose to be this way.
You really think I'd want to be gay?
I don't want attention,
I don't want fame.
This isn't some sort of game.
I am who I am and thats okay.
Most people don't see it that way.
I only wish I could be the same.
To have a wedding and it not be shamed.
I want to have kids and not be judged.
I don't want my reputation smudged.
But apparently I'm different now.
Sick in the head somehow.
Therapy and shock treatment for something that can't be fixed.
How did I get put into this mix?
Toxic and tragic,
that's my life.  
It's like I was stabbed in the back with a knife.
I'm gay,
what's wrong with that?
I get treated like some rat.
Using your holy books and your religion.
To fight against something that makes no difference.
I want to be a human not a punching bag.
Always getting called a ***.
Let that word have power and it gets to you.
But that words as good as whatever is stuck to the bottom of my shoe.
I love being this way.
I don't care what you say.
 Oct 2015 kayy katrice
John Clare
He could not die when trees were green,
      For he loved the time too well.
His little hands, when flowers were seen,
      Were held for the bluebell,
      As he was carried o’er the green.

His eye glanced at the white-nosed bee;
      He knew those children of the spring:
When he was well and on the lea
      He held one in his hands to sing,
      Which filled his heart with glee.

Infants, the children of the spring!
      How can an infant die
When butterflies are on the wing,
      Green grass, and such a sky?
      How can they die at spring?

He held his hands for daisies white,
      And then for violets blue,
And took them all to bed at night
      That in the green fields grew,
      As childhood’s sweet delight.

And then he shut his little eyes,
      And flowers would notice not;
Birds’ nests and eggs caused no surprise,
      He now no blossoms got;
      They met with plaintive sighs.

When winter came and blasts did sigh,
      And bare were plain and tree,
As he for ease in bed did lie
      His soul seemed with the free,
      He died so quietly.
I love you
I hate you
I want you
I want to **** you
I cry about you
I miss you
I need you

You're no longer in my life but...

I still love you
 Oct 2015 kayy katrice
Sam Hain
The alcoholic spirit,
   When by it I'm possessed,
Makes me crazy, (or near it),
   And often much depressed;

But the good spirit Mary
   (Belovèd Mary Jane!)
Is Alcohol's contrary:
   She makes me peaceful and sane.

O.O
Look at the stars tonight
As we see the same light
And in that moment
It will be alright

If you miss a falling star
I'll catch it for you
Keep it in my heart
And we can share it too

Keep holding on
As life goes along
Pain is short-lived
As you are so strong

I will hold your hand
And look in your eyes
But it is only then
That our star will shine
My boyfriend sent this to me, and I thinks its interely sweet and adorable of him, He's such an amazing poet. Better then what I could do anyways x3 <3
 Oct 2015 kayy katrice
Lunar
roses are red,
ink is black.
give me credit
or give it back
slightly furious that some people used my poetry but did not claim who the author was. so here's one dedicated to them. please guys, to any artist of the sort, be it music, writing, design, theatrical, film or fine arts: PLEASE GIVE CREDIT. WE WORKED HARD TO PRODUCE A PIECE AND OUR IDEAS AND THOUGHTS DO NOT COME FOR FREE. posting it on another website and just saying that the work is from HelloPoetry is NOT DECENT ENOUGH. HelloPoetry did not make the work, I did.

It's good enough you are able to read it online, tbh.
Storming rain
The sound of life
Deeply drains
Into a strife

Only my age
Lives in my booth
Becomes my cage
My future, my truth

It’s just some tears
No one should care
Fighting my fears
Do not despair

To finally cope
Severely drifts,
My promising hope
Is what has left
© Copyright
Abdullah Ayyash
February 20th, 2012
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