screaming   find   father   hold   angel   mother   pleading   tiny   marking   cried   actions   brain   earth   letting   wings   feel   fade   falter   covered   fists   fat   fall   realize   heaven   filling   lose   veins   deal   people   collage   alive   jump   sooth   seam   mirror   best   living   fingers   demons   waiting   toes   monster   killing   small   reason   grandma   sing   gained   search   scars   days   pick   swimming   love   wall   feelings   lies   bitch   cloud   razor   live   lullabies   frustration   slowly   head   dead   inside   blade   will   ugly   feeling   dad   voices   fighting   anger   everyday   whore   tight   grows   wrists   time   meaning   dust   thoughts   stronger   clenched   person   jail   hello