Yes, Today I thought about killing you,
all the **** you say, you don't believe it do you?
Check on reality and try to stick with it,
cause the path you went down, there's no pity for you
not giving a **** came back eventually,
not knowing what you're here for hurt exponentially
can you really blame anyone but yourself?
can't even get the courage to DO something FOR yourself.
The past is gone, and you won't get it back
so why you waiting to regret that you didn't act?
You'd like to believe in God, but commitment you lack
couldn't keep a job, if the job was to slack
I know it's kind of sad, you used to write raps
about what you wish you had, what you wish you did,
how you wish you'd act.
But that's not based on facts,
and only emphasized the things that you lacked
Weakness personified is the best way to put it,
writing rhymes to hide what's REALLY in the pudding
when you can't face reality, I guess THAT'S insanity
vocab full with profanity, argued with the utmost vanity.
How can it be, that you bother me so?
I guess it's cause, you ARE me,
just thought you should know
Today I thought about killing you..
and that thought just seems to grow..
trying a more standard poetic style rather than rapping style... Inspired by and preferred backdrop of the instrumental "I thought about killing you" by Kanye West