Guns and knives are for coward’s pens are for me, you can beat me down to a ****** pulp my bruises and my scars will fade weapon of words is all I need. My breath will lead you to a trail of darkness of the hall way broken lights from your weeping mind and your sinking heart falling to the abyss, a pain of fiery flames way beyond measure of your imagination begging with desperation for a different ending. My words will curse you haunt your dreams for all internally emotions of guilt and sins feed my starvation stomach those who will bow down before me. Like political peoples,  speakers, dictators, and of course presidents  who choose their words wisely with there lies in the air making  fools believe whatever they want them to hear, so who need guns and knives when words are the most powerful weapons in all of mankind.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I’m so lost in my mind from the loneliness night of a moment in time like a mystery from the lock less monster that never been discovered, I got to reach the light but the darkness behind keep pulling me down leading me to nowhere. Feel the core underneath the earth burning my skin of my horrible sins to the negativity so blind from the mist of their stupidity. So far gone trapped in this world locked in so tight waiting to be wind from this filthy box. Could hardly breathe, could hardly speak surrounded by dark voices stuck in my head whispering secret syllables, secret codes, of a secret language something I’m not quite understand of their garbage breath. Wishing for something so call hope don’t know if that word even exist anymore, have to unlock this pain of my own escape causing my depression to the road back to the direction of my addiction. Having a past vision a memory in my head of lust of women’s with green money falling in my hands all the drugs I smoke all the white powder of ******* I’ve sniffed to give me a boost of *** drive when I needed, there so many feminine hearts surrounding me at my feet that I have broken because of my adultery. Have tears of hate that I always regret no will, no purpose in life for the selfish man that I have become. If I can take it all back in what I’ve done I totally would in a heartbeat, just feeling so cold like a dead body that start to decay and the only light I see that speck in my eyes is the moon that glows like rose that stand alone rotting old in black like it had too much sun. Just like my soul that falling apart feeling the numbness of heroine  that flows in my blood helpless, meaningless stab a thousand time by my angry veins and starting all over where I was left off and that when I realize the ache I can’t escape.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Your smile makes the roses grow your laughter make them bloom when I’m with you I never feel alone, you remind me of space cause you’re the whole solar system. The earth is the beauty of your description and everything that you are worth, Your eyes make the stars shine simply take my tears and fill them with joy and I’m glad that your mine. Feel like I’m Pluto a small blue cold rock because I’m not worthy of having you, but you turn thing around and make me feel like Jupiter so big nothing can take us apart. When I make love to you feel like a shooting star making my heart beat race to a secret land near by a warm desert sand, you’re the light to the sun bright as the moon, you’re the trees that I breathe your everything to me. You’re the ring of Saturn that hold us together and make the galaxy sing, when I’m not with you anymore that how know the world is going to end. I thank you to be part of my life and amazing friend, my memory of you will never fade we will no longer be a shade, thank you for making me feel worth something again.

**ByJacob Cuadro

I remember the day I kissed your lips when I look into your eyes I reach the stars and I love it when I hug you tight because I can feel your heart so close to mine. And when the day break as day goes by I think of you almost all the time, and I know this was a one night stand but please hear me out cause only going to say this once. There so much I haven’t discovered your love so tall like the Eiffel tower, where a magical place where two souls collide. You’re so perfect in every way; you’re so beautiful you don’t even have to try so give a chance to show you what I can really do. A love so strong that make you blush, a love your never regret it doesn’t hurt to try something new. We can be like ocean waves or falling skies whatever you chose I be happy either way cause that moment we had was an amazing night a strange love you probably never forget.

**Jacob Cuadro

I’m sorry I hurt you; sorry for making tears come down your eyes forgive me for the entire thing I have done. I know I made mistakes in the pass but I realized I need you more than anything and can no longer run. Your beauty still make my heart beat fast your grace still amazes me all I can think about is the good time we had in the past. The old me is forever gone take my hand so I can show you my new love and start over and let us become dawn. All ask is for your forgiveness and please give me a second chance to take me back I know I was nothing but ignorance. We all have our goods times and have our bad but I will no longer ever make you sad. Need you in my life, need you in my world without you just an empty seeds than can’t grow roots, all the suffering is too much and making me feel so loses. Let me take away your pain and scars and live again we can be in this secret land on planet Mars. Your perfect to me you’re the air I breathe without you I’m lost and rotten beneath, forgive me now for I never stop trying to win your heart need my life back all the colors combine us that doesn’t fade because you are the whole art. If there one thing I know is I speak the truth and no lies, is that you will always put a smile on my eyes.

**By Jacob Cuadro

You are like my own roller coaster it start with the belt strap in as the ride start to go looking up at the sky remind me of you as your love that goes so high. Making me feel like I can touch the soft cotton clouds, a sweet smell of roses surrounding the atmosphere. Causes without you I’m a lost bird sitting on a nest alone waiting for mama bird to pass by, ready to flap my wings but can’t cause you’re not there to encourage me how to fly. Would love to be a magnet stuck on a refrigerator door meaning I be right beside you dear. Without you the sun doesn’t rise, without you the stars doesn’t shine why did you have to leave? Did I ever cause you pain cause if I did maybe you do deserve a better man. I know we struggle like a ride that it’s up and down, we have our fights but we can make it work that keep us stronger. Until you are here to kiss your lips I’ll be a lost bird waiting to fly.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Life is like poetry every word you speak should come from the heart but if you don’t say what you mean then you’re wasting your breath. You speak with fear then you’re feeling scare, speak with sorrow then you get a tear, joy and happiness come with a smile. Words can attack your mind messing with your emotions feeling the madness speaking with aggression words are here words are there surrounding the world like breath of air. Be careful how you speak and what you feel words are everywhere and there are real, explore life and give poetry a try cause earth have emotions just like you have it within you.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Come, come closer, and enter in a world that is against each other. Don’t get me wrong you will have people the will love one another, but someday they will stab you in the back knowing you won’t be able to escape their traps. Feeling powerful but fooled, falling by the darkness night desperate to reach what you so call light. Hypnotize by the spark of fire one touch and you’ll burn to ashes and dust, probably do anything to survive when the world is about to end flashing right before your eyes. We as humans think were so big and on top of the world, but literally were small like tiny little ants. Not aware were the one causing this pain, a final day to have a blood of rains, planet earth doesn’t have a specific year for it end it’s the ants so call us making that happen. So wash from what is going around us not realizing where our sins are taken us in a world this is against each others.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I met this perfect stranger her face glows like the bright blue skies and her eyes shine like a crystal gem. Met her at coffee shop saw her sitting reading her book, as I was walking toward her nervously as her beauty just take my breath away. I introduce myself and we started to communicate, few days has pass by as we keep meeting at the coffee shop to talk some more, Ask for her number she agreed to give it to me and we decide to go on our first date. A classic simple movie dinner date, and when it was over drove her to hear house and walk her to her front door as my nerves started to shake and blood stared to race when we had our first kiss. Years has pass and met the woman of my dreams, till this day she still make me feel like we still have met for the first time. She make me smile every day I couldn’t ask more for a perfect gift, you are everything to me and you make my life complete, you are the love of my life you’re the one for me. Here I am as I get on my one knee with tears on my eyes to ask you four words that will change my life, will you marry me? As I get butterfly when she says I due.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Every year I go back to the very beginning dreaming back inside your womb again evolving piece by piece feeling everything. The gravity, the space of your belly that start to grow, waves of your fluid rotating around me to dance in, the heat in your body keeping me warm, the vibrations of your booming beating heart. Hearing your voice echoing when you speak to me that sound like a sweet melody of a harp, the blood circulating through my veins, and the memory of your beauty forming in my brain. Felt your pain I cause you suffering and struggling to bring me in a brand new world, seeing your light that reflect in my eyes that shines like a pearl. The feeling of your soft fingers and hands holding me as I curl, and the first time my lungs were expanding gasping for air, the tickling wind In my ear of your words in prayers. Remembering the taste of your milk in my mouth that helps me fall asleep, thank you for all the thousands kisses I can still feel on my cheeks. The emotional of happiness of family and people in the room, spreading like a flower that blooms, just want to say I always be in the palm of your hand and I love you mom Happy Mother Day.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I want you to wake up in the afternoon open your front door step outside and look up what do you see? Perfect blue sky with bright white clouds and a beautiful sun set shining through your eyes and enjoy your rest of your day. When night comes I want you to lie in bed and close your eyes but don’t fall asleep just yet. Get out of your bed and step outside the night and look up what do you see? Bright shining stars all around the sky as a shooting star passing you by as the moon brighten up your eyes. Always look at yourself in the mirror when you ever feel down, people change were all beautiful inside and out just like day and night. Don’t let anyone tell you that your not were all unique like planet earth.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I had this dream wishing everyone can disappear and woke up with this biggest fear. Went down stair call out mom and dad no answer Jenny, Henry (my sibling) still no answer. Now I’m concern am I still dreaming or did my wish came true? Heard my door bell ring, A small box on the ground with a note on the side, feeling suspicious but took the box anyway and place it on the kitchen counter, open the box and it look sort of like a button The note read your wish came true but you don’t have to be alone you press this button and you’ll have a wish that definitely be granted. But an unknown consequence might occurred be careful what you wish for. My brain is boiling, my heart is pounding for this confusing nonsense that doesn’t make any sense all I want is my family back and everything the way it was. As my hand nervously start to shake as I press the button, with a flash appear right before my eyes with in second there they were. The biggest joy and a smile on my face seeing my family hugging and laughing they turn to me with a smile as my arms wide open ready for a huge hug. They walk toward me and went right though me like I was invincible seeing my self-start to fade away slowly but surely couldn’t breath as my light become dark and appear back in my room again no doors just a brick walls. Tears drip down from my eyes realizing there no escape.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Roses are red violets are blue your eyes shine like the sun as bright as the moon. Love the way your hair smells like sweet flowers like the taste of your lips. Your smile and laughter bring me joy every time I spend time with you I just want more and more. If we ever separate it’s never too far as long you’re in my heart I be right beside you dear. As older we get time is always passing by my memory might fade away but your love remains the same. I’m grateful for you to be my  wife when it my time to say my final goodbye don’t worry we’re start our new life.

**By Jacob Cuadro

It bin years I haven’t see your beautiful face. I miss the way your eyes shine like stars at night, miss the way your hair smells like roses on a summer day. Waking up every morning seeing the sun rise remind me of your smile, and if I said I love you hundred times before, expect a thousand more but you took that away. I gave you my heart and soul treated you like the queen that you were but you took my heart instead, feeling empty and for gotten. Didn’t see my love but you saw what others thinks, you can keep my broken heart to remind you how selfish you are. Found something that I want is seeing you getting weak day after day as I take your greedy, selfish personality and shatter into your brain, tears running down your eyes feeling the pain of your cold sorrow heart. Your guilt of long lasting regrets will replaced the years we have spent this will be my only and new true love.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Close your eyes feel the blood and flesh dripping form your mouth feeling the sweet revenge on your hands. Bullies that made you tears everyday with bruise on your face, refusing to look at yourself in mirror thinking what I did wrong to cause this pain. I don’t think there is a thing call love where all you see in this world is full of hate and dust falling from the darkness skies as shadows passing you by. Can’t help your body stop trembling of fear hearing little voices whispering you can’t do anything. But one day I let my demons took matter into my own hands feeling the anger building inside me. Smelling there blood from miles away feeling my hands through there thick skulls. And that when I realize this is where the river ends.

**By Jacob Cuadro