Secrets, secrets in the bright sky,
Wondering if your ever true or just a lie ?

Little lights in the night can they be stars or spaceships,
How long are you green fella gonna stay for this trip ?

U.F.O passing by as they whirled,
Probably waiting patiently to take over this world.

Absorbing the information about the human races and our planet earth,
Traveling around the galaxies for generations to see if this was wait the worth.

When are you going to invade ?
Because the human races is destroying each others and were starting to fade.

If you don’t like our planet and if you are really true,
All I can say is please take me with you.

**By Jacob Cuadro

She smiles,
But she is broken,
Her anxiety, her depression pulled her away by so many miles,
When she tries to reach out her words fades when she has spoken.

She is loved by many others but she feels alone,
Realizing that she can’t deal with herself on her own,
The night, and your pain won’t last,
You are a survivor a strong woman but you don’t have to live by your past.

Even when you hug her tight or cuddle with her making her feel warm,
Hope you can see yourself in the mirror that you are created in gods image a perfection a beautiful masterpiece and that you are loved,
But in her head and mind she is battling up a storm,
Wish you can realize that you are enough.

With faith and believing you can overcome all things.
So now is the time to step forward moving through your tears pushing through the pain and greatness will appear spreading your beautiful wings,
You struggle for too long and came along this far,
Keep believing and keep fighting because in the end you’ll be the light of a star.

By: Jacob Cuadro

Your birthday comes once a year it’s a moment to celebrate a special day twenty five candles in one cake is a lot to put in but twenty five years is also a lot to take. This will be your twenty fifth wish so close your eyes and take a breath because wishes are from deep down inside but while you’re thinking let me give you my wish. I wish you all the stars in the sky, wish you wings for you to fly wish you the love the happiness and joy that brightens your night, like the warmth of your twenty fifth candle lights. I haven’t been there for your entire life but I’m here now a perfect timing to celebrate this special moment for the first time together. We’ve always been miles apart and it’s been a while, but there’s no better way to spend it with you and see your gorgeous smile. So hurry up babe and blow those candle lights before they melt so I can kiss those lips that are sweeter than the frosting on that cake. Glad to be part of this moment; memories that will last forever, Happy Birthday!

Love being in chains,

As the metal flows through my veins.

To know how to deal with this frustrating pain,

Having the knowledge to never cross that road again.

To befriend with failure and hold it by the hand,

Showing me thousands of ways to get back up where I stand.

Imagining your different ways and  decisions when you make your left
or right turns,

And turn it around from your wrong choices and take back what you earn.

For all the people and places that may you feel rejected.

Are the ones who are mad, jealous, and hurt for they can’t handle the pain you’ve accepted.

That you overcame with wisdom, knowledge to strengthen your mind,

Moving forward and never taking one step back to fall behind.

Believe In yourself and you can face the world an achieve anything you ever want to be,

You are the only person that has the key to unlock the door and set yourself free.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Dear mother this is really hard for me to say but I’m not ready to let you go, twenty-six years you raise me and you did the most amazing job all the laughter all the happiness all the deep cries we shared and to finally realized and see how much you glow. Going back and rewinding time remembering the day when I was just so small when you calm me down when it dark, as you hold me tight feeling your comfortable touch hearing the sound of your beating heart. Till this day I still remember when you walk into my bedroom tucking me into bed reading me bed time stories hearing your lovely voice soothing me to sleep, as you make stories an adventure and so fun making my imagination live forever these are memories that I keep. As I grow and grow, knowledge start to form in my brain learning what’s right and wrong everything I learn love, kindness, courage all the wisdom was because of you mother you taught me literally everything you know. After years and years I take this knowledge you gave me for this world is so hard but with your lovely words you told me there’s nothing to fear, as my success start to build for you make me see the world more clear. Oh mother I’m so grateful and bless to still have you in my life all these years all your patient all your struggles to make my life perfect still your love remain strong even when I’m weak or start to fall your right there to give me the strength. As time moves on and big news start to come as I tell you that I met the most beautiful woman of my dreams and you told me that you were waiting for this day, as I tell you bigger news that there’s going to be a baby ******* the way. For this important moment we connected for I wasn’t ready for this big change as you hold me in your arms when I started to cry, that you comfort me telling me that everything will be okay as you wipe my tears from my eyes. Oh mother I don’t want to leave you don’t want to let you go but now that I’m fully grown, and somehow I knew eventually this day will come that it hard to believe that I will be having a family of my own. Mother thank you for blessing heart your love your courage your strength and your wisdom as much it hurts me to say goodbye but I know one thing is that your always here in my heart and for that I’ll will never feel alone, but my family is waiting for me and soon I will know what it’s like what you have been through with me and I share your love to my baby girl as I’ll be moving to my new home.
**Jacob cuadro

Packing my bags this morning was the hardest thing to do but that was easy compare to standing outside your door one last time I know you you’ve rarely see me cry, but it’s really hard to say goodbye. Going back home might make me start all over again and feel alone, it doesn’t mean that I be letting you go. You can always give me a call, even on your darkest hours I walk a thousand miles to be there through it all. It may feel like I’m leaving but we got to keep being faithful and believing please don’t look down from the skies, I’ll still be here to wipe those tears from your eyes. You are actually the only girl I ever I dearly love, the world stops when you’re by my side I’d do anything not to give you up. This bond between us is to strong and can’t take us apart, first time I lay eyes on you I got lost in your beauty you gave me joy and that the only real thing that I ever want to feel you; gave me peace and completely took my heart. I remember the day you and I began I usually never have anything to say, because every time I see you my head spins can’t seem to think straight you just keep taking my breath away. In my eyes you’re more than complete, a smile that shines, a heart that so bright there’s nobody in this earth compares to you. You’re so perfect to me. So that been said I’m not leaving you I’m not letting you go I’ll be with you till the very end but till we meet again my love this just a goodbye for now.
**Jacob Cuadro

I don’t drink but you intoxicate me and make me feel numb
I don’t smoke but you make me feel so high
Was so lost but you were calling my name and still till this day don’t know where you came from
Somehow it seems like you just drop from the sky.

Your love is too much too fast to catch up with your pace
The gleam in your eyes hypnotize me that just makes my heart beat race
Is this a dream or am I not thinking straight?
For a woman to find me and love me for who I am and seems like she open heaven’s gate.

You make it look like its magic
That you created a thousand butterflies in my stomach
She finally here and I found my true love
But somehow I woke up from this dream
Wish that I haven’t.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Happy Birthday sis. Oh, how fast time has flown,
I remembered the day I first saw you, a precious baby girl in my arms,
How can this be from you being a tiny baby to a woman who has fully grown,
For you melted everyone’s hearts with those cute baby charms.

Slowly you were blooming in your childhood years,
To the gorgeous flower that you are, and I loved the way you have blossomed,
To be there in your life, from the start and seeing you transform day by day gave me tears.
As your big brother, to have experienced having a sister like you, my life has been amazing, you are funny as well as you are smart you are awesome.

Happy Twenty First Birthday. Congratulations on this special year you have a big future ahead of you. So many things to see and do; new challenges and new faces are out there waiting you to overcome and to meet. I welcome you to adulthood, for you have surely grown from a child to a beautiful woman. I wish this day for you to be filled with happiness and love. You deserve it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY
**Jacob Cuadro

Can you stop the rain,
Can you stop the sorrow,
This darkness and this heavy pain,
Can you stop time so there won't be any tomorrow's

We try to fit in we try to belong,
But we rejected ourselves because we feel like we do things wrong,
So we put on a smile,
But always live in denial.

Feels like a lost soul
Being a fake
Becoming someone we don't know
Because we're just truly afraid.

We can see but instead we put on a blind eye,
Telling ourselves it ok just feel happy but always deny
Even when it feels like home,
We still feel alone,

It like every day carrying the pain in your back full of spikes,
This is what depression is like.

Can’t wait to hold you and keep you safe and warm even when my words may never be able to seem to rhyme, even when the stars will refuse to shine. There’s no doubt in the back of my mind, that I will never leave you behind. Still can’t get over the butterflies to see your face light up again no matter how far we are I somehow find you and I will collide I’ll be there.

*Jacob Cuadro

I will control with my poetry
Making you feel so lonely.
Words of darkest roads
With your trembling lost soul.
For the reason of each lie you had told me
That hurt like a sting of a bee.
How can you cheat on me with another man?
Was this one of your biggest master plan?
To use me for you to have an easier life
So you can just stab my heart with a knife.
You serious think you were going to walk away in peace
Sorry to tell you sweetie your life is about to be cease.
Blood and guilt will feed me joy and you will be nothing but tears
Thank you for opening my darkness that I never knew I had and your eyes will see nothing but fear.
Oh by the way your new boyfriend head will be in my bedroom wall
Follow the trail of his blood I made you right down the hall.
My brain is really confuse I treated you right gave you my heart and soul
But it was my fault I was blind and never saw that you’re truly dark as coal.
Never thought it will be you to make me this way
As my old self prince charming want to be start to decay.
Now I’m brand new and feeling whole
Cause now I’m in control.
Here a rope that I would tie around your neck
As your light start to close in like a speck.
Hanging you so high
The final moment when you ******* die.
As I set the biggest flames that you ever see
And that hopeless feeling when you know your never be free.
While the heat is melting your flesh slowly but surely
As you scream in agony pain and your vision start to become blurry.
Speak my last poem to curse and haunt your dreams
When your souls leave your body and hear nothing but your lovely screams.
Sorry to tell you that I be running this town
Cause now I have the crown.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Thank you for making this world confused,
Thought that badge was supposed to be a symbol to protect and serve,
Now I don’t even know what the hell to call you,
Justice is coming vengeance will happen for they will get what they deserve.

We got to stop this somehow of this police brutality,
How can we depend on the government and the law for any emergency?
Cause cops and government doesn’t have any humanity,
They just make thing worse and make a bigger tragedy.

They have a license to ****,
Doesn’t matter if your black, white, brown in the eyes of a cop,
To them it just all fun and thrills,
Seems to me like what's right or wrong we do we're all going to get shot.

Let the saliva goo stick and feel ashamed when I spit in your face,
There is proof of videos and stories that they don’t really care no matter how angry we get or just feel blue,
I always will be against them in my eyes they're a disgrace,
You can ignore it or hate the fact that this is mostly true.

**By Jacob Cuadro

It started when I laid you down and our lips connected as I put your arms over your head, I can feel your nerves shaking the bed. The movement of our lips feel like we’re slowing down time and space, looking into your eyes and your beauty gives me the adrenaline that makes my blood race. Your fingers and nails digging through my skin gives me comfort and the goosebumps my hair stands up when your heavy breath breathing on my neck I start to lift your legs as slowly taking your ****** raising it up to the sky, I can deeply see the lust in your eyes. The luscious smell of your lovely odor covers the whole room can feel your temperature getting hotter the closer I get to you, for this moment is about to become true. Kissing your legs and thigh as my mouth get near your magical gate way to heaven as my tongue moves up and down and twirls around you, the taste of your soft tender juicy wet soul dripping, sticky and thick gives me a craving to my sweet tooth. The moan of your voice are like musical notes in my ears your body moves closer to me making your feet curl as your back arch and the stretch of your spine, getting you trap where I want you to be making you all mine. As I get a ******* for you for this final moment to feel your warm wet paradise our lust and love feels like galaxies of stars falling all over us like glitter with the moon as our witness to a magical moment, a life time memory we both probably will never forget.
**Jacob Cuadro

I open my eyes slowly squinting by the sun light reflecting in my eyes,

But then I realized it was just you laying down by my side.

There’s no moment better than waking up to the first thing my eyes can lay on as gorgeous as you are,

You still amaze me how bright you still shine to wake up to my morning star.

**Jacob Cuadro

Oh dark clouds pour on me all your pain, the sorrow the sickness bring me down into the deepest ground. Pour on me the darkest gravity surrounding my mind that no human can bear pour on me the blood, all the tears wash me down with the sins, give me everything you got because when I get back up I know you could never win.

**Jacob Cuadro