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Pendulum Oct 2015
Do you still love me?
Do you still care?
Do you miss me too
Like how much I miss you?

What's on your mind baby?
Do you want me no more?
Have you already forgotten
How we made this love?

I said I miss you so much
You replied "ditto"
What's on your mind
When you hesitated twice in typing your response?

Please don't let me get tired
If you don't love me anymore
Just say it
Right through my face.

I'd better be hurt by the truth
Than be happy with lies.
I don't want to guess
I need answers.

I need the truth
Please don't deprive me of that
I love you
With all my heart.

I want to cry now
I'm already crying inside
But I'm telling myself
I need to be brave.

What do I lack?
Is love really not enough?
Please help me God
Don't want to ***** my life.
Pendulum Oct 2015
When every time I close my eyes
It's you that I dream about
As I wake up in the morning
It's you that I wanted to be right by my side

I've been dreaming of me as your wife
And you as my baby's dad
I've pictured how our little one's room be like
Will they ever be materialized?

How can I not love you
If you're everywhere I go?
How do I stop loving you
When you are all I know?

How will I ever find me
Without you?
But what can I do
If you just love me no more...

What will I do
If you decide to leave me?
Only one thing I know is for sure
And that is I don't know.

So tell me,
How can I unlove you?
Pendulum Oct 2015
How do I start over again?
How do I tell my heart
To stop aching
And cease from breaking?

Where do I begin
To pick up the pieces of my heart?
How do I stop my tears
From rolling down my cheeks?

When can I tell myself
Stop, it's over?
When will I know
That you are totally mine again?

I wish I knew all the answers.
Pendulum Oct 2015
Never been this afraid before
I thought I can live on my own
But when I met you
Everything changed in whole.

I thought I don't need a man to complete me
I thought I only need my family
I thought a strong woman doesn't need a man
But in an instant I realized I was wrong

To think that someday you'll realize
That Your love for me is all gone
Gives me the deepest ache
I never thought I'd feel.

I can't be hypocrite
Telling the world I can live without you
When in my heart I know
It's the greatest fear I've ever known.

I can conquer anything
As long as we are together
Because I've learned that i can be the strongest
When I am with you.

Lots of questions are floating in my head
While my heart is still breaking apart
I want to ask you one by one
But I'm afraid of the answers you have.

I'm scared to death
Scared that I'm losing you
But I can't be like this
I can't be like this...
Afraid for your love to fade...
Pendulum Oct 2015
It's when I farted and you were laughing so hard
And that laugh is a wonderful music to my ears.

It's when I see you mimic my ****** expressions
I don't know why it looks so funny On you.

It's when I stare at you for no reason at all
I just love looking at your face
I feel joy from doing that.

It's when you wrap your arms around me
I feel secured.

It's when you sing
That very funny song.

It's when I wake up in the morning
With you by my side.

It's when we eat breakfast together
And you support me for eating a lot.

It's when you say,
You are happy to see me happy.

It's when you don't need to speak too much to impress me.

It's when you told me that,
You don't depend on people,
And that I'm the only person you depend on.

It's when you asked me,
"Do you still love me?"
After our first cute fight,
But it's not actually a fight.
I think I should call it
The shrimp's fault fight.

It's when I think about you all the time.
It's when you kiss me and tell me that you love me.
It's when I watch you sleeping
While softly caressing your face and your back.

It's when you sing from the heart
and look at me while doing that.

It's when you give me that killer smile
Oh God, it melts my heart!

It's when in my weakest point,
You're there to give me strength.

And when I will be deprived of you,
It will be like depriving my lungs of air.

What is Love?
For me, It's You.
For the man I truly love.
Pendulum Oct 2015
They say we only live once
But we can die several times
In a lifetime
She believes it now.

Where did I go wrong? she asked
She thought everything was alright
She thought they were the perfect lovers
'But how could you do that to me?", she asked

She thinks she's been too complacent
She never doubted him
Not even a tiny bit
Because she's so in love with him

She trusted him with all her heart
With all her soul
With everything she's got
"But why did you choose to lie?", she asked

He broke her heart into tiny pieces
She doesn't know if it will ever be whole again
But you know what's funny?
She doesn't hate him.

She hates herself
Because she doesn't hate him
Not even a little bit
Not even at all.

She's still hoping
That someday they will end up together
Because her love for him is too strong
She's still holding on.

She told her he still loves her
And she believed him
So that's what's still keeping her okay
She prays that it's true.

She was
She is
She's still and will always be
In love with him.

If someday he realizes
That his love for her is all gone
She knows she's gonna die again
But she wishes to live one more time.
Pendulum Oct 2015
Every single day as I walk alone
I'd turn my eyes to some sweethearts passing through
Then I'll ask myself
when will i find you?

My needing of you
Keeps nagging my heart
As the wind blows upon me
But no one to hug me tight.

My desire to have you
Had been a part of my daily life,
I don't care much If I have to wait
Whatever risk, i'm willing to take.

At night when the stars are bright
I stay up and have some sight
Then I utter to the heavens above
I'll wait for you, no matter what.

As I lay down and rest my back
I'll project a smile and imagine a hug,
From your firm but loving arms
As if I felt your warmth and love.

I really don't mind how long it takes
To have you around and feel your lips,
I won't get tired of doing all these
Till I got you, my darling, my fate...

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