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Cup Noodles Feb 2016
My friend once told me that being attracted to a girl
Always starts by seeing how pretty she looks.
Eyes glued to curves like it was a math exam.
You won't get it till you've analyzed it.
Thoughts bursting with vivid images of someone
You hardly even know.
Already unraveling the endless possibilities or maybe just the clothes.
Imagining how you would spend time together or even forever.
All of that in just a couple of seconds each time a girl walks by.
Then,
I explain to him,
What I saw was how angelic her voice sounded like.
She sang endlessly as her melody repeats
Uncontrollably in my thoughts to my ears.
How caring she could be even of the slightest of troubles.
Constantly asking me how I was even though
She was starting to annoy me.  
How her kindness would render everyone happiness and comfort.
Her heart full of warmth similar to that of a
Hearth next to a fireplace blazing and flaring not wanting
Anyone to feel like frost icing
How she danced and ambled her way
Through the stage "literally" killing everyone.
How she made me feel joyous even with just her presence.
How she made me realize that the essence of falling in love was not Exactly a bad thing
And how she also made me realize that falling in love was a
Really bad thing,
But above all that, it was how she made me.
Me to who I am.
Only then did I realize,
Oh wow she's really pretty
Cup Noodles Feb 2016
It took me months to find the words
Months to cotemplate
And months to say
How much I loved you

I realized after a year
That those months
Never mattered
If until now

I am still in love with you
Cup Noodles Jan 2016
H3
Why must the leaves fall
When one is old and shallow
The wind takes it's course
Cup Noodles Jan 2016
III
You'll never know
How much I've been through
From loving you
Cup Noodles Jan 2016
I've always known that one day
That I would forget you
Forget us
Forget everything that never was
I can listen to songs
Without memory of the happiness
You've brought me
It soon would reach that day
That you'd come back
Asking for a second chance
I wouldn't even give a single glance
Then we both realized that we were not meant
We were never parts of the same puzzle
I loved you oh so much
But you chose to be who you are thus
I now am free from the chains
The chains you have restrained me
From moving ahead
I am able to walk a new path again
But somehow I'm still there
There on the fields struggling
On the grounds you have placed me in
I look back and see you smile
Then I realized
I was never bound by chains
Nor did you snare me with your grace
Oh no that was not the case
I look back once again
I was the one
Holding your hand
Not wanting
To let go
Cup Noodles Jan 2016
II
I hope you think of me
At 4am, when you're lonely.
When you wonder why you're sad
Just know that I miss you
Just as much as you miss him
Cup Noodles Jan 2016
You come home late at night
After a tiring day;
Wash up, bathe and rinse.
Ate that left over dinner
Your mother prepared for you.
Go on your bed
Preparing to sleep.
Wanting to sleep.
Couldn't sleep.
She's keeping you awake isn't she?
Strolling through your thoughts;
Her laughter echoes and wavers.
Your thoughts are emptied,
Except for her.
Took a few shots of that old bottle of whiskey
You had stored for better days.
Hoping for her to disappear
From your thoughts;
As well as in reality.
It's 4am yet you're wide awake.
Emotions are still firing.
You feel heavy;
Wanting her,
Missing her.
You can't ever be with her...
5am drowsiness gets the upper hand
You fall asleep
Only to wake up the next morning
You see her again
Let me sleep...
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