for all of the words chewing at my throat your name keeps rising to the surface it ****** me off how my own body asks for you when you never even take the time to ask me how i am
why the hell should i take the time to tear myself apart over you when i have already done a good job of tearing myself apart for being alive
never love a sick girl never love a girl who pops pills to get her through the day because when you leave her you leave her dead in the water
A meandering mist leaks from your barely parted lips. I am in awe at the slow motion spectre. If only my open mouth could catch it, perhaps it wouldn't haunt me so...
You cannot deny me your breath the warmth I feel on my face and neck I will die and melt into the floorboard as a speck a fleck, picked off by a flea from me, your heart must not go it guides my every decision I mold myself from your footsteps the imprint in sifting sand you create with your feet you cannot deny me your flesh or this body I occupy will crumble down folding in on itself decrepitated it will lay deflated on the ground you cannot deny me your eyes they scream to my ears and keep me awake else I sleep through the rest of my life eyes open but nothing inside.