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Apr 2014 · 3.6k
Writer's Problem
Emma Apr 2014
Writing is my most
Selfish act

I don't write for anyone
But myself

I don't write because
It's a want
I write because
It's a need

But I did once write
To bring you back
Eh.
Apr 2014 · 601
On The Edge Of A Heart Ache
Apr 2014 · 312
Story of my life
Emma Apr 2014
I love him so
   It's killing me though
Him
Apr 2014 · 598
Love letter.
Emma Apr 2014
Too many people
Have lost the art of
Writing

And I'm not talking about
Texting or
Messaging or
Emailing

No.

I'm talking about
Grabbing a pen
And taking a paper
And pouring your soul
Through hard labor of fingers
And thoughts
And taking that piece
Of great effort
And sending it to someone
Who's holding your heart
Apr 2014 · 301
Words
Emma Apr 2014
I told her
she was beautiful
And she looked at me
As if I'd kissed her

Maybe I did
Maybe I kissed her age old
Heart wounds
Whenever someone tells me I'm beautiful.
Apr 2014 · 364
You And Your Words
Emma Apr 2014
You
You and your words
Got in my head
Dug their way
into my heart
My pain is
what they were fed
They illegally
Snuck into
My cracks
And gently sewed them up
They crawled to my bruises
And gave them gentle kisses
All the while saying
It's okay
You're okay
You're with me
Now
Makes no sense what-so-ever. Written at 2:30 am. Only because I needed to get it out.
Apr 2014 · 733
Do you not know?
Emma Apr 2014
Dear love,

D o  y o u  n o t  k n o w ?

Flowers bloom at your smile
Your eyes are the sun that makes them grow
Your freckles, the seeds planted to replenish them
Do  you  not  know  ?

Your hair falls like the rain
Gently lulling the earth to sleep
Your fingers hold your pencil
As an artist holds his stencils
With grace and posture

Do  you  not  know  ?
Your feet dance on the ground
As a ballerina's final leap
With elegance and composer
Your eyelashes flutter
As a dazzling bird ***** its wings
Leaving the world in awe

Do you not know
You do the same to me?
To my dear friend Tasha. Your inner and outer beauty mystifies me.
Apr 2014 · 6.0k
Cold Hands
Emma Apr 2014
You
use to
comment on how
cold my hands always
were, back when you had
them to hold. I guess when
your heart is of ice, it tends
to somehow show Even in the
small ways, like the heart-to-hand
ice flow.
Forever missing him.
Emma Apr 2014
Te lo digo ahora

Y nunca más lo repetiré 

No soy buena persona 

Nunca lo fui ni lo seré 

Así que mantén tu distancia 

O yo te alejaré 

Conmigo sólo viene dolor 

Es lo único que prometeré

No pretendas quererme 

Nunca te creeré 

No me ofrezcas amistad

No la aceptaré 

Confíe en ti {es verdad} 

Pero nunca más lo haré 

No tengas falsas esperanzas

Mi advertencia te daré 

Alejaté de mi 

O yo te alejaré 

Nunca me conocerás 

Ni yo te conoceré
Si ahora te quieres ir
Dolerá, pero entenderé
Apr 2014 · 417
In Case You've Forgotten
Emma Apr 2014
It’s 3 in the morning 

And you’re on my mind

As you’ve always been 

With my thoughts intertwined 

You’ve made it your home 

This lonely place 

Removed the shalome

When you showed your face

Are you here to stay?

Or soon to go?

Only time will tell

Soon I’m to know
They say they hope my dreams come true. I guess they forgot nightmares are dreams, too.
Apr 2014 · 966
The Stars
Emma Apr 2014
And for a split second, there we were again. In a world with no troubles, summer had no end. The nights were long, but never too cold, for though the sun didn't shine, your strong arms never grew old. The stars, there were plenty, illuminated the rivers. All I could hear was your voice and the wilderness; all I could see was the beauty above. Your hand clamped in mine, your arm protecting me, felt so tied down, yet astonishingly free.

But then it was gone, so soon as it came. Your eyes suddenly vanished; dear, did you grow mute? The memory stayed but you left with the wind.
But no sooner do the stars come up, does it all start again. I hold you for seconds, I take you back in...the smell of your hat, the feel of your skin. Why do you torture me so? You're miles away but still drag me so low. But I think it's time I say bye, for holding on to your memory might cause me to die.

And maybe one day, you'll be lost in thought, will remember those nights that you'll think I forgot. And maybe that day, you'll come back to me, maybe not to stay, but to set me free.
To Jesse, the stars are in your eyes.
Apr 2014 · 602
Soledad
Emma Apr 2014
Dulce soledad
Estás donde estoy
Me acompañarás donde iré
Me persigues donde voy
No hay forma que me escaparé
Mi fiel compañera
Mi eterno enamorado
Mi peor pesadilla

Amada soledad
Por ti vivo en terror
El desespero es grande
Me ahorcas, mi amor
Tu hermoso dolor
Me encanta sentir
Pero en tu intoxicación
Ya no puedo vivir
About solitude.
Apr 2014 · 819
El Corazón
Emma Apr 2014
Confuso corazón
Tan profundo dolor
Me haz hecho sentir
Amando con temor
Es difícil tu vivir

Desahuciado corazón
Olvídate de él
Escóndete de todos
A ti mismo se fiel

Alegre corazón
Tanto gozo me das
Pero tan pronto que vienes
Así de pronto te vas

Herido corazón
Sangrando como sargento
Buscando refugio
En este mundo violento
Hearts.
Apr 2014 · 284
Were
Emma Apr 2014
Somebody asked me
If I knew
The person that
Use to be you
I smile and said
You were my friend
Were because
It came to an end
Were because
Of all the fights
Or all the days
As dark as nights
Were because
Of hushed apologies
Of poisonous words
Of twisted theologies
Were because
I guess it's done
The final started
The end has begun
Friends can break hearts, too.
Apr 2014 · 690
Mi Depresión
Emma Apr 2014
Dolor, o gran dolor
Cuán irresistible te viste
Aquella anochecer
Me atrajiste, me seduciste
A una dulce oscurana
En cuál yo me perdí
Cubriste mis ojos
Callaste mi sentir
Y de pronto, sin aviso
Te tragaste mi vivir
Tan lenta tu muerte
Tan grande tu esplendor
Enamoraste mi alma
Sólo a ti veo en mi alrededor
Mi amante secreto
Mi valiente salvador
Tanta pérdida me causaste
Y aunque se la salida
Me sigo perdiendo en ti
Mi amado dolor.
Spanish poem again
Apr 2014 · 794
Black Ink And Paper
Emma Apr 2014
In black ink and paper
I gave you my heart
With sharp eyes and silence
You tore me apart

In black ink and paper
I said my goodbye
With sharp eyes and silence
Your promise became a lie

Now I know
Bullet proof isn't enough
Now I know
You'll leave when things get rough

I've left my old friends
I did it for you
I've tangled loose ends
What you said was true

After all, the final letters
Of the word friend
Spell nothing more and
Nothing less
Than
End.
For him.
Apr 2014 · 480
Merry-go-round
Emma Apr 2014
Round and round
That's how we go
Replaying
This re-run show
Replaying
This old game
We better stop
It's all the same
I'm letting go
You're holding on
You say were good
I say move along
What do we do
I'm hurting me
I'm hurting you
We're tearing at
Each other's scars
You say it'll work
But I'm running far.

09/09/13
To the boy who did break my heart.
Apr 2014 · 264
In My Head
Emma Apr 2014
My mind is constantly
Consumed with thoughts.
Thoughts if you and thoughts of me.
Thoughts on why the clouds are so grey and of why the wind feels so gentle today. Thoughts of why the stars like the night sky and of what it might feel like to fly. Thoughts of what the future holds, thoughts of the untold. I guess that's why my words are few...my brain thinks for the amount of two.
They think I'm quiet but it's only because they can't see my mind.
Emma Apr 2014
Hay una triste
Escondida detrás de tus ojos
Que sólo se ve con claridad
Como la luna
En los momentos
Cuando la oscuridad
Gobierna tu alrededor

15/01/14
Friend, I'm glad the light has returned.
This is for the boy who got his heart broken by his girlfriend but now has found a love stronger than his past love.
Apr 2014 · 512
Pregunta Eterna
Emma Apr 2014
Quien soy?
          La pregunta
              que flota
          en mis labios
                 Sin descanso
           sin respuesta
I'm Hispanic and I love the Spanish language, so don't think this will the last time.
Emma Apr 2014
Let me in
Or let me go
Mindlessly select
What you've to show

Let me in
Or let me go
The darkness within
I want to know

Let me in
I won't let go
Let the trust begin
And let it grow
For the guy in Washington DC. Just give me a chance.

— The End —