By Arcassin B , creep & patty m

AB
Is it the stems,
Or the leaves,
Telling me,
To tie a noose around the ceiling fan,
Steping near the area,
Try to Contain it,
But I don't really think I can,
Devil got his hand tugging my ***** ,
Playing rebound,
Telling me to forget it all,
With like two rounds,
I don't wanna load with off into my brain,
But the suspense is kicking in,
Somebody get a chair and sit me down,
I don't feel no restraint,
You won't try,
But I ain't,
About to let you take me away from the voice of god,
Begging my pardon,
But At least that's what I think,
When I go near the garden,
TCTLY
Twisting, trailing down
My hands, my arms, 
Down my chest, wrapping around my legs,
They take over.
Each little secret I've hidden all over me,
The scars, the stories, the burns,
All seen by them.

Everything I've worked so hard to conceal,
Long sleeves, long pants, hoodies,
It doesn't matter anymore.
Theyve seen it all.

Each and every scar, 
Reopened.
All the tears,
Wet again.
The burns
Bursting with agony.
But with all that pain,
Its freeing.
Everything was held inside...
But now,
These... things
They have opened the unthinkable,
All of the things inside spilling out uncontrollably.
The mistakes and fears that once made up all of me,
Its flooding out of me.
I'm feeling 
Lighter....
And lighter...
And now I'm finally gone.
PM
soulless, 
you are the reason
coldness comes creeping
deranged and completely changed

put it down
put down that gun
the bullets that you load
when did your heart turn to stone
when did you grow so cold?
Mistaken, forsaken
innocent and yet condemned
I'm judged without a jury
for the rules that your amend

put it down 
put down the knife
ease your anger 
and lingering strife
I'm not the enemy
I'm just your wife

blood it seeps so slow
no need to hurry now
it has no place to go
as it puddles here
staining my matted hair
a halo of red 
I shouldn't have stayed
I should have fled. 
Innocent and forgiving
I lost my chance of living

put it down,
put it down to caring
I didn't even cry out
when it was my skin
you were paring

Such a shame
that you turned insane
was it ***** or pills
that twisted your will 
made you want to ****
the one person who loved you most.
no matter
it's shattered
and now it's null
like the last scrambled thought
in my fractured skull. 

I grant you pardon
now freed from your 
demonic garden
what thoughts grow in your mind
are they still benign weeds
like your horrible misdeeds
that multiply over time?

There is a hell
Beyond your worst
A place where living
Becomes a curse

A restless feeling
Trapped within your gut
When you know your time
Is almost up

Passion dies
In the fear of night
There's no comfort
In the struggle for life

The heart sinks
The mind slips
Even the hand
Can hardly grip

The darkest day of my soul
Shines compared to this lowest low.

If you are reading this, I must say sorry
Sorry for the pain,
Sorry for your loss of days,
Sorry of moments you'll never get back again.
I write this as a confession
I write this upon paper
So its more personal,
For this is your last moment on earth
It will be quick, mostly painless
Unless you struggle, all bets are off.
I choose you,
Be glad,
Be happy
With your sacrifice in silence    
Your family will be safe,
I will not touch
I will not harm a hair on their head.
But please read on,
Don't be scared,
It will be over soon,
Emotions are telling you to
Run,
Scream,
Phone
Lines are dead, as soon as you will be,
Think of the children
Of your partner sleeping in bed,
Yes they will find you
Yes you will be dead
But think they will live on
As long as silence is your last breath
Look above you,

"Silence was your gift of life"
"This is your last breath"

Silence  falls as gently held till death,
For one too be still
Lets others still  breath
With the  quietness  of your **Death.

From silent seas
To solemn shores
From broken dreams
To memory’s moors

Silence screams
In reddened eyes
Dying Dreams
In darkened skies

The water churns
A black abyss
A cold that burns
A Demon's kiss

An endless maze
Of times gone by
Silence reigns
In solemn skies