To write is to breathe;
gasping for words to keep from
soul suffocation.

I can't wait to marry you
Except that I can
And I'm going to

I will struggle through anything
To hold you
To be with you

And we will mess up
We'll fail
We'll argue

But we're going to make it
We'll be fine
How I love you

Promise me something.
Tell me that
what you feel
is true.

Hold my hand,
look into my eyes,
and make me feel
that I am you.

Tell me you won't hurt me,
that all you want is good
for me,
for us.

If life ever gets on our way,
and forces us
to go our separate ways,
promise me something.

Promise me that
you'll never forget me,
what we have,
this whole thing.

And promise me that
if you ever see me again
you won't treat me
like if I was nothing special.

The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way
I am who I am partly because of you
And you are You because of me, too.

The changes I see
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes.

Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow.
A part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me.

I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true....

It
doesn't
mean
that
you are older,
you are wiser

How?
Your face keeps haunting me
The memories keeps on playing
Conversations are always repeating

How could I be able to forget you?

How?
I believed your promises
I was drowned with your words
I thought it was love

**How could I be able to forget you?

Nothing to hide & nothing to show
I want a relation with smooth flow
Not that needs touch to feel
Not that needs time to heal …
Pure as gold, bright as pearls
Want a relation stay in the hearts …
His touch and my feel
His kiss and my smile…
Our togetherness makes time to stop
Our fondness make us alive
End of the world and feeling of the soul
Make us alive with keen and love …!!!

Staring through the cracks in this glass
           I ask myself why?
Why did I put myself
           through this pain?
Why do I act weak, when I know I'm strong?
             All along I've been hiding my face,
      Behind glasses and shadows,
But the cracks are getting wider
                 and the sun's going down
          The truth about who I am,
It's about to be found....  
       I can't commit to these crimes any more
All the lies and deceptions I was okay with before...
I'm putting myself out there,  
        Even if I fall face first
To the floor...
I'm gonna punch through this glass
           with my reflection so perfectly shattered
I'm no longer battered and bitter
       I'm gonna stare straight through that mirror
        Take off these glasses and look into my own eyes
I'm done with the disguise,  the lies,
         the shouts and screams
MY DREAMS!
          My dreams are what matter now,  
          Not yours, or theres, or hers
I'm finally putting myself first
        No more glasses or shadows to hide behind
          I'm gonna find me,  
And I'm actually gonna look at myself this time...

You don't know how lucky you are*
You're innocent from the terrible things I've been through
You're the ******* cheerleader
And I'm the ******* freak
You fell in love with a creature incapable of loving back fully
And I fell in love with a fragile fairy so trusting
Here we go again
Into a story told a thousand times
Into a poem told with a thousand rhymes
Here I go again breaking another heart
Here I go again tearing my soul apart
For something I think I deserve I make myself incapable of loving myself or another

think its time for an intervention
Seems I've , Lost all attention
Your plans insane, just repetition
You all just complain, from your invention
Deceitful games, the truth unknown
I can't live on blind faith alone
Expectation of trust, you must be ******

This burden of knowledge I now hold
People would **** to hear what's told
In times of doubt its GOD you call
But here's the truth, theirs no GOD at all

Biological recall, brain can't be fixed
Your solution is torture and cruel mind tricks
Forced to surrender, forced to submit
you fight for equality
You ******* hypocrite
In need of complete control
Your lack of confidence makes me sick
Quit playing god on this greedy power trip

In case you were wondering
Your going to die unloved and alone
Your best friends already working to steal your throne I don't want your money
No need for your fame
Cause selling your soul to the devil
Is the worst cheat in the game
Now Pack up and go
My mind's not your home
Its been two years now
I deserve some time alone

One word, one sign,
One small gesture of love
would be so Devine
To rise above
But the torture and tricks
Put up a wall
My trust u need to fix
rules are meant to bend
and sometimes break
When these rules made by one
Is putting my life at stake