My head is up
My bodies grounded
My lovers near me.
Taking away bad feeling.
Her touch kills me.
It sends me into a distant reality.
Breath is taken from me.
I
Am
Breathless.
Your
Beauty
Takes
my
Breath
Away

I am here.
Here with you.
I only want to be with you.
Your touch.
Your words.
Gentle like the breeze.
Talking late into the night.
Yesterday we left class and met up.
We've done that once before.
We left and met in the bathroom.
You smiled.
I smiled.
You messed with your hair.
Apologized claiming it was messy.
No love, you are perfect.
You smiled.
Can I hug you?
Yes, don't need to ask sweet girl.
You wrapped your arms around me.
I fell victim to your touch again.
Living life on the edge again.
This time nobody pushed me over.
Perfect balance.
You smelled sweet
Your hug was like ****.
**** and I was addicted.
I needed you.
You were my drug.
Not bad though.
I wanted to stay this way.
I wanted to stay here with your arms around me for days.
Your fingers dancing up my sides.
I need you.
I am steady here.
But still falling.
Falling hard crashing....
God I love the falling.
I walked you halfway to class.
In front of your classroom we hugged again.
And left.
God I missed you like hell.
I can't stop missing you.
I'm aftaid we are mad.
Then again we are all mad here...

I was in this deep.
I just wanted her.
It hadn't even been that long.
I just want to be with her.
She is amazing.
So unique.
Not afraid to be herself.
My mind won't stop thinking about her.
I know if things fall through I'm going to crash.
Like a **** addict after the high.
Coming down is bad.
You are sky high.
Then you begin your decent.
Down... Down... Down...
I fell for her.
It's too late to turn around now.
Im glad it's too late.
Quite frankly I don't want to turn around.
I want to stay right here with her.
Every morning.
Every lunch.
i miss her when she isn't here.
The days are hard without her.
I message her.
Call her.
Such a sweet girl.
No I've never seen her dark side and we all have them,
But when I meet her demons that's okay.
The demons have to come out sometimes.
Chae let her demons stay out.
Mel is everything to me right now.
She hasn't let her demons out to play yet.
But we shall see
She brings out a sense of dare in me.
Something like a flame.
She taught me to live on the edge.
Chae tried but she ended up pushing me over.
Mel helps me balance there.
The edge is beautiful place.
Only with her though.
The edge is amazing.
I never want to leave the edge.
Stay here forever.
Walking in a short line yet being okay.
I'm okay with her.