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Jul 2015 aerial adams

Lies

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Nicole Dawn

Lies

I speak of feelings
In a code called lies
But here's the thing:

**I'm kind of hoping someone will decipher it

I'm honest about feelings on this site, but that's about it

#feelings #lies #lonely #hide #alone #scared #liar #lie #code

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Cry

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Nicole Dawn

Cry

You know when I learned to not cry?
In kindergarten
"Only babies cry"
They said

So I learned to be hard
To not show my feelings
In kindergarten

*What is wrong with this world?

#sad #tears #cry #innocence #childhood #child #kindergarden

Jul 2015 aerial adams

My Life Is...

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Nicole Dawn

My Life Is...

Smiles that don't reach my eyes

Blood that's not accidental

Thoughts that are taking over

Tears that could fill an ocean

Fear that's filling my heart

A heart that I cannot trust

Nights without rest

A body overcome by exhaustion

And the pain it takes to hide this

#sad #tired #random

Jul 2015 aerial adams

500 days of summer and a lifetime of winter

Jul 2015 aerial adams

EJR

500 days of summer and a lifetime of winter

you were my summer
the arms that gave me warmth
my iridescent and ineffable glow

but you became my winter
the melancholic coldness and oblivion
you engulfed my heart with snow

feelings and seasons are ephemeral

#love #seasons

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Cliff

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Nicole Dawn

Cliff

I don't even think
This counts as
The edge of the cliff

This is more like the
Finger hold I caught
When I fell off

**And I don't think I can climb back up alone

#sad #lonely #alone #fall #falling #help #cliff #tired

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Help Me

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Nicole Dawn

Help Me

Help me

I'm dying

I'm drowning

I'm freezing

I'm falling

I'm burning

I'm suffocating

I'm something

So please, please
*Somebody help me

#confused #alone #scared #help #tired

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Storm

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Nicole Dawn

Storm

The are waves in my soul
Tsunamis in my mind
And hurricanes in my heart

There's a storm in my body
And I can't get it out
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I can't breathe
I'm drowning

I'm trying to wait
For the storm to pass
But it's been too long
And I'm giving up hope

#alone #help #storm #tired #waves

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Hypothetical

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Damien Randerfield

Hypothetical

What would you rather?
That's a question we must ask ourselves.
Say for example,
Would I rather be lonely?
Or would I rather be forgotten by someone I'd never forget?

I guess life was never meant to be easy.

Unfortunately...

#sad #life #lonely #tears #break #hurt #forget #hard #emotions #forgotten

Jul 2015 aerial adams

Rain

Jul 2015 aerial adams

its gonna make sense

Rain

when there is no one there to catch them...

they are the strongest, bravest and
saddest things I've known :(

PS:
-the thought "the rain are not afraid to fall" were not from me . :)

#broken #rain #hurt #bleed