Nina - Hello Poetry

Nina Dec 2019

Demon

When i was young
My grandmother would always scold me
For wearing shorts
Or anything that's revealing my skin
She told me,
That there were demons who loves seeing girl's bareskin.
I was scared when i was little
But as i grew older
I learned that the demons
Were men with uncontrollable ****** urges
That take advantage of any girl they see

There's no such thing as demons
It is all human

#demon #perceptions #human #men #monster

Nina Dec 2019

Enough

Everyone leaves
And i wondered
Why wasn't i enough
Then i realised
I was too much
For them to handle
I was more than enough

#enough #efforts #love #leftbehind #alone #lonely #rejection

Nina Dec 2019

**** myself

I **** myself
Everyday
Just by loving you

#suicide #killmyself #love #hate

Nina Dec 2019

2020

Every year,
I'd wish to find someone that wouldn't break my heart
But next year,
I'll wish for something different
I wish that I won't fall in love
Let me be free
And meet new people
Without catching feelings
Let me be heartless
Because im too tired
To suffer another year of heartache

#2020 #newyear #resolution #new #heartache #heartbreak #heartless #changes

Nina Dec 2019

Picture of us

I've kept a picture of us
At the back of my phone
And i was asked so many times,
"Why do you still have his picture,
When he's long gone?"

All i could say is That
in the picture
I could see myself
Truly happy
When i was with him

Maybe I shouldn't hold on
But that picture
Reminds me of the time
I've been genuinely happy

#memories #happiness #picture #love #pain

Nina Dec 2019

Beggar

I was told
Numerous time
To never beg for love
To never give out love so easily
But it's so hard
When all i can do is love others
But never myself
So i kept begging
Begging for someone
To love me back
Even though
I know
I'm so much more than a beggar

#beggar #love #beg #begging #force #onesided #relationship #feelings

Nina Dec 2019

Smile!!

Every time
You'd see me with a sad face
You'd tell me to smile
Every time
I seem moody
You'd tell me to smile
And when you know that I won't smile
You'd end up doing the things that will make me smile

You said my smile
Was my biggest attraction
But little did you know
My smiles are all because of you

#reasons #smiles #you