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Oct 2020 · 179
Dead inside
Soxna la Donna Oct 2020
It's 4 am, I am devastated.  I have made my decision : I am done with everything linked to music.
I feel dead inside it makes me feel sick.
The hype and hypocrisy and even
The fantasy and the good vibe
It's enough for me.
I have met too much energy vampires.

In my life music was part of my healing process and unfortunately it has lost its curative virtues.
Diary of a someone wants change
Soxna la Donna Jul 2020
Some people get used to free services
They can be your friends or your acquaintances.
When you are too kind and helpful.
These fools think you will be there doing that forever.
When comes that one day you can't help them,
They will tell you:" You are never there" and ****...
I call them "favour abusers".
Pay attention, this is common when you are too utile.
Remember that your time is precious, you are not obligated to respond to their demands.
Or feel guilty to not have time.
Plus it is for free !!!
This is not a poem.
Jul 2020 · 529
Bad Feelings ~
Soxna la Donna Jul 2020
I dreamed I lost my teeth last night.

Oh dear, I fear the loss.

Feeling of a void, I wish I could hold you tight.

I recorded 5 voice messages, please don't avoid me.

I told you I won't listen to what they say.

Critics always bite you even when you enjoy your day.

Our ego ruins everything, I overthink.

It is 2:03 am in the morning and I am struggling with this bad feeling.

Donna...
Soxna la Donna Nov 2019
There is no space and time.
I am admiring you with no will to come back to my home.
I want to stay until the rays of sunshine enter this room.
Your fingers are the best comb.
Joy and peace go through my heart.
For the first time in my life, I want to share my time with someone.
Prose
Soxna la Donna May 2019
I can see you laying on your bed,
Lost in your reveries.
I regret what I said I was so upset.
You reminded me of my bad memories.
I am sorry.
I don't want to be your enemy.
You used to be a good friend of me
I was afraid.
Sometimes you cross my mind.
I wanna get lost in your eyes.
And forget about my pride which made me go blind.


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Yeah, I know, I am a hopeless romantic.
May 2019 · 413
Don't wanna be your plan b
Soxna la Donna May 2019
Sweet smile, dreamy words.
You pretend they are the only one in your world.
I don't wanna be your plan b.
Do you think i am scared to end up lonely ?
I rather be a loner than being your back up partner.
A week ago it was still a pain to my ego.
I am happily Jaded.
Apr 2019 · 299
The present is you and me
Soxna la Donna Apr 2019
Let's not definite the infinity.
And let's be close to the deepest intimity.

(1 juin 2016 17:42)
Apr 2019 · 662
Mistake
Soxna la Donna Apr 2019
L.O.V.E

L. Lucky enough to find reciprocity.

O. Overwhelmingly thinking of you.

V. Vaingloriously hypnotized by your persona. I couldn't help to become your prisoner.

E. Exclusiveness was an idea you wanted me to believe in. But apparently it wasn't for you.
Not really a poem
Mar 2019 · 396
Love is a metaphor
Soxna la Donna Mar 2019
Love is like falling into the ocean.
You don't know how the sea will be.
But you already know the cycle.
Caught between peace and tumult
I try to swim, in your waves I drown.
I used to be caressed by your swell
Now i sink into the abyss till the end of us
I died in your depths, my existence is forgotten.
What am i ? I swear I were part of you.
I became a foreign body like anybody.
In my last breath i mutter “remember me".
I find peace in your darkness.
Love falls into oblivion.

"Love is a metaphor"
Written one year ago. I was jaded.
Mar 2019 · 529
Awake
Soxna la Donna Mar 2019
Now I can see through you
You made me pay the way she threw you.
I'll give you my forginess, because we all make mistakes.
But do you have what it takes ?

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