I'm bleeding and I don't want it to stop
I want to drown in the pain
Drown in the blood
Am I crazy to crave pain?
After what you did to me
You hurt my heart and I am bleeding inside
But right now I'm done waiting for the pain to subside
You love her
And what am I?
A broken girl
With no alibi
I am nothing to no one
a no one full of nothing
A broken girl that can't stop cutting
Does anyone see this?
My cry for help
I guess not..
I'll just keep bleeding.

the clock is 2:07 pm
and my heart is bleeding
because i miss him so much

"Always"
Is an understatement
For the number of times I think of you

You see,
"Always" doesn't quite understand what it means
To wonder how your smile manages to lock itself
In my heart
And how your voice plays in my head
Like an annoying alarm clock
Whose snooze button I never even care to press
"Always" doesn't understand
The way I see you in every daydream
And the way I fit you into every metaphor
I could ever come up with

So when you asked me if always thought of you
I said, "No."

No, I don't always think of you
I don't have to.

i don't know
what to do
with you
in my life.....
i don't know
whether
i want you
or not
yet
it hurts
to think
what
i will do
if you
are gone
but
i can't
have you
in my life
may be
it's my destiny
but i can't
let you go
please
do something
i'm hopeless
in myself,
my love
depends on you
i beg you
save my love
for me
please..........

Tiny gap

inbetween my teeth;

Two lovers

waiting to meet.

Beautiful when far,
Deadly when close.
Those stars above
Are just like love.


F.Z.N