slowly touching me
looking to my eyes
slowly kissing my neck
is it wrong that I want you to have me
I give my body and my thoughts to you
I give you myself
and I often find myself thinking
is it wrong that I want something I know I will never have
so come to me
even if you don't think of me through the day
be with me through the night and
let me be a part of you
'cause I let myself be yours
yours faithfully
yours no matter when

my mother once told me
she didn't take me to a concert because there were lot of people
big crowd she said
big bad crowd
and I think of this now
mommy
then why did you gave birth to me in this cruel world
you threw me right into people's teeth
these sharp teeth
they tore me apart
you better not take me to a concert
ever

cutting my finger and it hurts
breaking a bone and it hurts
hitting my head and it hurts
you refuse to love me and it bleeds

you open your eyes
you are alive and present
you look in the mirror
you see yourself and say
'' I won't be good today "
"but someday darling" says the mirror
"you wont see yourself in me"
"you will see the devil instead"

there is something in the corner
I see it
no, now I don't
I just know it's there
but the corner is dark
it changes its face
like a clown
happy or sad?
you decide
now I see it again
its there
but I don't know what is it
I just know its there
sanity