And I tried really hard
to change my ways,
to be softer,
but with you there is no grey region
either I'm flying too high,
or I'm crashing down
an abyss
and all I ever wanted,
was for you to hold my hand,
and willingly walk through
this road called life.
And I tried really hard
to stop chasing my expectations,
and settle down with my reality,
but with you, there is no consistency,
one day your eyes tell me,
you'll follow me to wherever I go,
and next day I'm sitting alone,
thinking where did I go wrong
and all I wanted
was for you to make me feel loved once in a while,
even though I always know,
you already love me.
and I tried really hard
to keep up with your pace
but all my improvements,
you never really acknowledged.
you pull me up in your embrace
and push me away in the next
carve a frown, turn it upside down,
to you, it is all just a game.
And for once, let us play a game
of who loves whom more
and i'd let you win happily
if you only tried
but you don't really care much,
maybe, tomorrow, I'll try again
when you show up with another version of you.