Those that love,
Get their hearts broken.

Those that trust,
Get hurt.

Those that have faith,
Get disappointment.

But,
Those that don't get heartbroken,
Those that don't get hurt,
Those that don't get disappointed,
Don't know what is feels like to be truly alive.

I care,
I do,
I wish I didn't.

It's like you,
You've been dissolved,
Into my skin,
It's an involuntary friendship,
I just can't get rid of you.

Mind you,
This,
This is simply a friendship,
One that tears me down every time,
Yet I want more,
I wish I didn't.

You're sightless,
Ignorant,
Even when I scream,
You're ignorant,
I know this,
Yet I care so much,
I don't want to get rid of you,
I just can't get rid of you.

I care,
I do,
Too much,
Seemingly too little.

Truly,
I care,
I do,
I wish I didn't.

we're all sorry messes
connected by spider-webbed realities
of universal emotions

Pray in words
That will reach angels
Kissed between sweet dreams
These few notes
From life trapped in death
In moments of sleep
We usher in the day to begin
And end again
For our prayers are simple memories
Circles in the sand

Five years ago today I had brain surgery
It changed my life
Who others thought I was supposed to be
Today I am at a loss for words
I know not how I feel, yet I am quite content
To some this may sound absurd
Most days I feel truly satisfied
Despite the fact
Quite often others do not want to be by my side
I have become an independent one
Times I spend alone
Are times when I have excellence of fun
I do love being with people as much as others do
For some reason they
Do not feel comfortable being with me
I feel their auras of discontent
Shining through and through
I am a happy one
Some cannot accept my peace
For the majority of them
It has not yet begun
I long for the day when
We all become one
The day when Jesus returns
Acceptance of Him
Is where the loneliness
Comes to an end
This is why I am so
Comfortable being alone
Until this happens
The Holy Spirit is my
TRUE BEST FRIEND