I took a pill too many
Trying to forget you
I fell into a deep void
My heart stopped
I knew then your pain ended

You don’t want commitment
I am not a prepaid affair
Lets try this out first you say
There is a no refund on me

Lets get some things straight

If you’re a cheating player
I won’t be your playing field
I’m not a confessional
Your lies are not forgiven here

No masks allowed on my stage
Don’t sell me your fake ****
Break my heart and leave
I won’t be a post you can delete

I will give you my love, my all
Unattended you lose me
Love is but a fair trade
You get what you give.

I’m done with modern relationshit

You’re so fundamentally fake
Do you even know who you are
A clown who thinks he’s a star
A jester entertaining fools

Go on post your **** online
Let them see your happiness
In a boomerang shot hide your loneliness
It’s all about the robot followers

Chase the mirage and get breathless
You’re blind, deaf and dumb babe
Shallow, hollow and so empty
When they get bored they will spit you

Everyone is here to forget
Like millions before and after
You are simply a can of laughter
What rises will and must fall

Call it life

You know how I made you beautiful
Because I loved you?
Well, I've removed the filter
Now you're just meh.

I don’t trade in ******* and twisted words
Don’t accept lies as payment or reward
I offered truth and genuine caring
You laughed and pretended to . . .


It takes a real coward to hurt a pure soul
The kind of vulture that’s too lazy to fight
You will never find another like me
You get what you give and your coffer is empty

Don’t go looking to take what’s not yours
Building your soul by robbing others
You are imprisoned in your own misery
No one my friend has the key to set you free

Choose to love, be kind and give
In that liberty lives abundantly
You hold in, hold back and retreat
Are you some foolish player or deceit?

Alone, lonely and hollow you will roam
Screaming for help but only you can hear
Your ego has built a wall around you
Let’s see how u get out of this one

Don’t fool yourself and think you’re honest
Honesty is generous but you offer naught
Small acts of seemingly kindness you think?
Look closely and find your selfishness

It’s all done to make you feel better
Do you really feel better now?
I didn’t think so, because I saw your face
Your shallow honour and deep disgrace

I accepted and gave you my hand
Always willing to love what no one can
You left me suspended in nothingness
Now I leave you in your emptiness

Beautiful Woman

You met, and you were all woman
****, radiant and intriguing
He was ok and pushed the right buttons
You married him hoping for a forever

He filled you with children
They invaded your body and life
He stepped back wondering who you are
You tried harder to maintain your past

You both filled the void with logistics
Your bed is lukewarm at best
Time is a friend to no one
You lost your woman along the way

He got busy running through life
Slowly, fast you withered away
No shine or lustre left on your skin
You want to know where he’s been

Take a dive into yourself again
Remember how great you really are
Be defined by what makes you happy
The world will follow you, it always has

Find your woman and bring her out
You are more than a wife, a mother or whatever
Let the world see your bright light
Face their darkness and shout out loud

“I am a beautiful woman.”

You’re dead to me

Babe you’re dead to me
You killed yourself and I buried you
There was nobody but the two of us
Your corpse and my broken heart

All your lies, and twisted stories
Stood laughing as you hit the ground
My tears were the dirt that covered you
Now you end and perish eternally

No more you, no more me. We is dead
Too long was your life of deceit
A path of misery paved by your feet
Now you end and now you’re dead

Goodbye oh thorn in my heart
This pain, this wound will heal
You will not be resurrected any day
Reincarnation will not be your end

The dirt, darkness and mould your friend
You can’t speak, hear or see again
Like you stumped my love be stumped
Let this grave squeeze your bones

You’re dead to me