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 Feb 2016 Eiliv Advena
Hannah
A l m o s t
Is that all we are meant to be
To come so far, get so close
Whoever said love is free?
Open your eyes, really look
Look at the way I see you
Like you're all I've ever wanted
I wish to be that for you
Not just an almost

I've touched your hand
And you've touched mine
I've been in your arms
Every single time
We've danced and sung
Laughed and loved
Looked in your eyes, smiled
I'm so much more than an almost
P l e a s e
feelings ****
 Feb 2016 Eiliv Advena
nobody
If you can be poor with someone, you are rich.
If your well is dry, you are the bridge.
If you can go with them with nothing, you are something.
If together you chase your true calling, you can stop running.

-Gloraeanna
My husband and I don't have much money anymore, but somehow it has made us closer. I guess our struggle is the same so we know eachothers pain. No matter what we don't have we will always have eachother. That's all that matters...anymore.
 Feb 2016 Eiliv Advena
Carolina
5 years old. Nothing but my soul to give.
As I see the other kids playing and jumping at the playground
I can hear nothing
but my father’s car speeding up
and my mother’s heart cracking
and I always thought my joy and happiness
would empty the water in her lungs

7 years old. They say it’s not my fault.
It’s hard to tell
when the custody papers start being filled
and her late night cries
start becoming a daily thing
as I try to stop the tears
wishing I hadn’t told her
that another woman was already kissing my father's cheek

10 years old. I can start to tell
that the light that came from my eyes
every time I saw my father
is slowly fading away
and every 6 weeks I have to see
a new doctor
because nothing seems to stop my body from aching

12 years old. The face of despair.
I tie my shoes as tears run down my face
my friend asks me if I’m okay
if I want to call home.
I quietly reply
"I just want this rain to stop"

15 years old. Slit my wrists and crash my bones
my mother doesn’t look me in the eye anymore
since the day she saw me at a party
kissing some girl
and my father calls me once in a while
just to make sure
the doctor is giving me
all the little pills my soul needs
and that’s simply     what I’ve become

My grandma talks about
how the bags under my eyes
keep getting bigger as I
run away from home
to smoke a **** cigarette
and I wonder every time I look at the sky
how empty will her heart need to feel
to finally tell me
how I ******* everything up

2016. Years pass by and
honestly we’ve all forgotten
how to count the years
without using our fingers
as I close my eyes
I can see my mother´s disappointment
when I first fell while riding a bike
and that’s probably why
she never bought me one for my own
perhaps cause she knew
I was going to hurt and bruise something more than my knees
but even though, I still haven’t got on one
at some point, I think I fell
and until this day
I don’t think I’ll ever get up
 Feb 2016 Eiliv Advena
Star Gazer
....And there he sat,
            From all the tales we told,
He became the monster we believed he was.

A once gentle soul,
                pressured into upheaval monstrosity,
To become a demon,
                 amongst men.

                       *******, ******* and ****,
Were his names,
           Till he was tired of defending himself,
And became those names he was known for.
I declared today..that... I will stop...
I will put things on the shelf...
I will dance my Last Dance with my words to you on those papers...
With all my happiness and sadness, I'll stay behind the scene of Love writing its plot without being on the stage....
Without asking fate or destiny to give me the role of lover..the role of Hero!
I give it a try and couldn't tolerate the distance...!
I give it a chance and I felt the time is not with me...is not my alliance..!
I felt I'm the silent and mysterious composer!
I'm sorry...
I loved my moments with you...
I hate my time without you...
But...
It is the time to...
Calm down
&
Carry on...Alone!
or
Deeply alone!
When leaving things behind became the only gift left for me!
Roses are red,
strawberries too.
I went to Med,
I really miss you.

I did my best
heart on my chest
I went to the fest
Oh my! What a zest!
Being "in the right," this nation of sick animal killing,
Insect spraying lunacy has now gone ahead
And called us all a bunch of Eco-terrorists,
Yes, that is right, we're all "conspiring evil," everyone.
Whatever.
Cute, we're the villains for stepping in between
Their atrocious evil-doing and all of it's "purity."
May you all burn in hell if nature ever made one.
My dreams are drying out by the salty shore
I may build sandcastles and rocky bridges until
The waves wash them out again, laughing as the surf
Swallows my ankles,
Forgetting the cuts and the burns and the tattoos
Sand between my toes and sun pink cheeks I may,
Forget I'm trying to hold on so tight, to dreams that easily
Slip away in the morning fog, I might catch them,
In a butterfly net, through the lamp of a lighthouse,
I might catch them like crawdads and lizards and keep them in jars,
To keep me company through lonely nights, like fireflies,
I might just make them stay, but for now they are dying
As short lived as mayflies and as easy to pass as a summer's cold,
Like music in the witching hour, hidden among the hills
Impossible to pinpoint, like thunder, rolling as ancient wars
Sitting here, letting tears seep from my eyes like steam from a kettle,
I wipe them off with a ***** dishtowel and wait
For my dreams to come home, like teenage runaways,
Or selkies upon the moor,
If I make it through tonight, if I make it through high tide,
If I make it through tonight.
 Feb 2016 Eiliv Advena
Polar
Tell me
 Feb 2016 Eiliv Advena
Polar
Tell me all your sweetest lies

The ones where there are no goodbyes

The ones where there's a wishing well

And all our cares can go to hell.
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