Isn't it weird
You know who you are
You found my poetry
3 times
Even the account I deleted
I remember you following me
It makes me smile

You didn't send one text today.
Not one notice of my existence.
And I am okay with that
Cause I seem to be only noticed
When you want
Attention

Fire and ice
Both so opposite
But can't seem to not
Attract each other

I fell for the boy
Making sandwiches in the kitchen
Fell for his eyes
A deep green
Like a pine tree
I fell deep for the boy in the kitchen
And boy I love him
And the way he looks at me.

Your eyes a dark green
Reminding me of a forest
Dark and deep
Your hands
Soft and tender
Hold mine so tight
It makes it hard to remember my name
I love you
With all my being
A boy named....

I could write a 50 page paper about you.
From the beginning to the ending
And all in-between
But come even closer
And I could make a book with our stories

Slip by me
Sneakily
And wrap your arm around me
Just a peck
On my cheek
Enough to make me squeal
And blush like crazy
Oh you stealer of hearts
My Green Eye Boy.

I want you to love me
Truly with all your being
No faking
No anything
Just truly love me
So I will wait
Cause I want to love you truly too
Though I kind of already do
When you look at me
And smirk
In that perfect way you do.

You sent me a message
Just one
Late at night
"I really like you, you know that?"
And it convinced me
It wasn't quite over yet.
No
This was just the beginning

My pine tree eyes
The darkest green
Overwhelming me
With a sense of bliss
Smelling like wintergreen
And a smile like a breeze
Oh, my pine tree eyes
Stay the Winter
Stay for a while.

Rain on me.
Wash away my doughts
And insecurities

I dressed in red
Sore and irritated
And it hurt
But felt good
To have some release

I am over 18
For ***** sake
Doing this back and forth thing
For a dumb grade
Which doing all this doesn't promise a job
Or stable pay

Dated a boy
A long time ago
Was so obsessed with how I looked
Wanted my hair
Long and thick
And if I wore a croptop
Would throw a fit
Figured out later
After it was over
He was talking to others
And I was just a sidekick
It hurt so bad
To love a boy
Who used me up
And threw me to the side.

You a very silly
In a sweet kind of way.
Makes my heart flutter.
In some kind of way.

A stab in my heart
And you say you had nothing to hide
But it hurts
Like how I hurt you
You don't hold back anything
And tell me to read it
Just so I can hurt.
Or maybe force me back
But I don't want to go back.
And it may be wrong!
But being single has been nice
And you are still a good friend

How am I supposed to like you
When you wont even talk to me
I still do though
A whole lot
Even through the distance
I still like you
I just wish you would talk more

Distant
I wanna be distant
But I can't help but stay
Close
For just a second
Even if the pain
Hurts for forever.

I shouldn't have said
What was on my mind
Shouldt have said anything
But I thought I deserved a escape
A freedom
But somehow you found it
And took it from me
And made my freedom
Turn to shame

Hug me one more time
Green eye boy
Your secret is mine
And my heart is yours
Just take me out
I don't care where
And stare at me with your eyes
And your sly smile
My green eye boy
Who thinks
He isn't worth a fight
For his love.

I want to write
Just a tiny poem
But it is so hard
When I can't write my feelings