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AWURAA May 27
I want to write poems about love.
A love so sweet, a love so kind.
A love that fills ones heart with love.
I want to write poems that don't make me
feel as if I am obsessing; obsessing
over past loves, or infatuations.

I want to write love poems without the thoughts
that tell me that I am obsessing over things that will come in due season.

Yes, I know you will come in due season, but can I tell you...
I am expectant of your arrival, I have missed you, and although,
I am yet to experience you, I have already prepared a place for you.

One that is warm and sweet, comforting and kind.
My love I'll wait for you, heart ready, arms held out wide,
so don't waste your time, come, come and find me,
for I will cherish you well.

I want to write poems about love,
A love so sweet, one so kind, love that fills ones heart with love.
But due to my awareness of my obsessive past,
I will think of you not too often.
I will hold out from pining for you.

Just know that I pray for you
And I pray not just for you.
Nor do I just pray to hold you in my warm embrace.
I pray that all will be well with you till we meet and till then,

I pray that our love will grow first for Him before it does for one another.
I pray for your family; that His healing love will surge through your family's bloodline, just us my love for you surges through mine.


So I want to write poems about love, but since you are a love that I am yet to experience, I will not create a fictional version of you, just to appease my desire to meet, experience and love you.

So to my the greatest love poem yet.
I look forward to meeting you.
AWURAA May 8
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
-Jeremiah 29:11
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2Hy4_Q0G48

Hi guys, I don't always post faith based poems or content, but this is just pure Bible.
The link I have attached is to a podcast episode titled; "Intrusive thoughts.'' it was so powerful, I just had to share it with you all, and I want to bring more light to this platform, so I am going to do just that.
God bless you all, and Goodnight.
May 1 · 54
Breeze.
AWURAA May 1
Sometimes I get so hot, I just sit still,
Waiting for breeze to come breathe by me, for his touches will radiate through me.
May 1 · 36
The Poet.
AWURAA May 1
I am not a poet.
I write poetry.
Once I proclaim: "I write poetry,"
The expectation for what I write will increase, and the room for me to be just me will decrease.
I will not always construct edgy poems, yes they are thoughts that trickle and are caught in my hands, but there are some times where my words are formed from the desire to create a heart warming feeling, to freeze in time a memory which stained me, to motivate myself to do better or to remember the memory of me doing better.

At times my mind is empty.
Not because I do not think.
But my desire to open up is closed up.

And that's fine,
Because I am not a poet,
I am someone who writes poetry.
May 1 · 49
Woman.
AWURAA May 1
I am not soft spoken but you bring a different side out of me.

My tongue, musters confessions of condescending curses.

My mind it races to find the wrongs in others, because I'm, I am blameless.

I am not soft spoken but you, you bring a different side out of me.

I want to hold you close, cover you bountiful cheeks with kisses.

Feed you meals that would keep you warm day after day.

Watch you grow up to become the great woman God has called you to be, You bring the warm side out of me.

For some reason I want to protect you, make you laugh and listen to you speak.

Woman I am not soft spoken.
But look at what you have done to me.
Ps: I am being sarcastic in the third stanza.
May 1 · 28
Nonchalant.
AWURAA May 1
He is famished.
Sits in one corner all alone, he watches them speak, lips smiling but his mind is elsewhere.

Now they are hovering over him, seeking to flatter him he restrains himself from doing the same to the school of friends that pass and to the flocks of girls wander.

He is hungry; famished.
his heart yearns for comfort, embrace, encouragement.

His eyes tearing up, lips quivering he seeks to hide his emotions.
He must be emotionless, uninterested until he becomes interesting.
May 1 · 428
If Madness had a son.
AWURAA May 1
If madness had a son,
he'd name it insanity.
Pain and anger would be his siblings.
His sister would be named maladaptive, day dreaming she would cause.
Hallucinations would be her twin.
Bitterness and pride would be their brethren.
Apr 28 · 3
I am;Am I ?
AWURAA Apr 28
I am the embarrassment I felt  when he censored over me.

I am the heartbeats I dismissed  when I saw him breathe over me.

I am the joy I feel each day when I see you drift by.

This peace that now transcends within me because you are not longer what I thought you would be.
AWURAA Apr 20
Because beauty is subjective,
I will not stand, refusing
to sit because you are yet to compliment me.

Because beauty is subjective,
I will not change myself in order to match your ever changing standards.

Because beauty is subjective,
I will not seek love from this world;
I understand her beauty is tempting but she always came back to drag me into a pit.

Because beauty is subjective,
I will come back to You when I forget who you made me to be.
You hold me steadfast, I am made right in your eyes, so I will not seek to chase the eyes of men, even though it's attractive .
Apr 20 · 95
Mi maame.
AWURAA Apr 20
Hmhm, you were my favourite because you were my first.
AWURAA Apr 18
Does this world offer the greatest love in the whole universe?
Is it truly this romance they force into our faces; gifts and kisses
breaking ups and getting back togethers.

Does this world offer the greatest love in the whole universe?
It was in this world that the one with the greatest love was killed.
His sacrifice became the greatest gift, and the kiss sealed on his cheek
was a brand to show that man would always betray him.
Man would kiss his cheek to declare their love for him, and that kiss would be man's betrayal.

Does this world offer the greatest love in the whole universe?
Do I have to plaster my face across screens hoping for that one and true person to find me?
Do I have to show more skin, tighten my shirts, cut holes in my dresses so I stand out to him: so he doesn't miss me, so he truly loves me?
Does this world offer the greatest love in the whole universe,
Because He has shown me time and time again that He loves me, my actions do not make Him shun me, my guilt can never belittle me, my lust cannot overcome me, separate me from His love.

Does this world offer the greatest love in the whole universe?
Because I cannot spend my life competing for love, and when I do find this love, I cannot spend the rest of my life with someone who wants to change each and every aspect of me that God has formed precisely.
Apr 10 · 36
Why not.
AWURAA Apr 10
"Why say sorry when I know I'll do it again?"

Why not repent so that God can lift the guilt of your shoulders like he said he would?
AWURAA Apr 10
"I don't think he was on his lunch break, he was still on the job as he couldn't get time off for Ramadan."

"Yes, he was fasting, still on route and could not get of, so with the need to pray, he chose to do so within his short break before he changed routes."

" Wisdom to him was knowing that he must pray."

"The room was dark and his skin was a shadow that could be seen by those who noticed and looked closely."

" I noticed, so I looked closely.
He placed the newspaper down on the ground."

"?"

"At first I thought it was the wipe up the ***** that could have found but then he knelt down."

" I was puzzled and I knew my face showed it ... so I watched him, my head cocked to the side, eyes fixed, I chose to reside, I was conscious of those around me, buses that passed slowly, but, he had me fixed, awestruck, so I chose to reside."

"He bent over, head down, mumuring words; I could not make out the sounds."

"And then he stood up, head down, head up, I could not make out a sounds."

" I knew I should have looked away, that it was a private moment and I was disturbing it, but I was not the middle man for his prayers."

" I was the onlooker, curious of  the man who made a newspaper his prayer-mat and the bus, his prayer-room."

" So I watched, three minutes go by, eyes fixed, this one kid sees me staring and follows my gaze, tracing it back to the earnest praying man."

" Then he looks with me, then it's us, it's us watching him; the man on the bus with his paper-mat."
Apr 10 · 125
Him & I: Us
AWURAA Apr 10
So I'll draw closer to you.

Understanding that I shouldn't put my trust in myself;
I should put my trust in you.

So I'll tell you my heart.
Let you know it's growing weeds that seek to **** my love for you.
Apr 10 · 44
🎶🎵
AWURAA Apr 10
I might have an addiction to music.
It was not my intention to.
I just like the sound of sounds in my ears.
Now I'm almost dependant.
Apr 10 · 108
Sentimental.
AWURAA Apr 10
I am much more sentimental than my younger self would like me to be.
A love for poetry, my feelings and all things sappy.

I am much more sentimental than my younger self would like me to be.
My eyes that water at the tolerable words you tell me.

I am much more sentimental than my younger self would like me to be.
I want to forget the past but this nostalgia's calling for me.
Apr 10 · 47
Us, you & Me
AWURAA Apr 10
Date me.
Date me and I'll never have to worry about being lonely.

Marry me.
Marry me and I'll never have to worry about what I could do when I am hungry.

Hate me.
Hate me and I'll never question your love for me.

Free me.
Free me from this desire that always wants more, then I'll know you truly love me.
Apr 6 · 44
Jim & Pam
AWURAA Apr 6
I want a Jim and Pam type of love.
Where he is patient and I am kind.
Even if the timings not right,
We will wait for each other,
I for him & him for me.

I want a Jim & Pam type love.
I want to laugh with him.
Build a friendship that will
last the ages.
Inside jokes, thoughtful gifts.
Meaningful smiles, hopeful eyes.

I want a Jim & Pam type love.
Although it took time, in the end
they chose each other, they stayed together.
Apr 2 · 137
SECOND GUESSED
AWURAA Apr 2
I checked once.
I checked twice,
I checked thrice
and that third time
  became obsession.
Fixed, call it oppression.
I hate failing in things that do not matter.
I enjoy perfection, the ironic thing is I can never be perfect.
At times I think, the things I deem as perfect, God is looking from above thinking,
"This child of mine dierr."
Mar 12 · 256
I.
AWURAA Mar 12
I.
I'm actually really beautiful,
It took me along time to get there.
But look me, I'm here.
AWURAA Mar 5
''Laughter''

''Do you remember when-''

'' shud up.''

''I don't remember anything.''
Come for me if I am lying 😂
Feb 21 · 75
🌹.
AWURAA Feb 21
"She uses an insane amount of emojis."
"Whether this is to reflect her vibrant happiness or her joy to see me, I don't know."

"Cakes, flowers, stars, fireworks."
"You name it, she would use it."

"But at times I wonder: is she masking her emotions with the squabbles of pictures she sends my way?"

"Because once I see strawberries and cake as a response to my, "hi" I can't see if she is upset or angry."

"I just smile and begin to laugh into my phone, I could be laughing when she is on the other side crying."


"Who?"

"Rose."
AWURAA Feb 18
I have gone back to being way too conscious of what I post in this community.

Once again, I am scared that people will judge me for what I write.

You don't even know me.
You haven't even seen me.

Who here knows that I thought I was born in the wrong year for half of my life?

Who here knows that I was obsessed with male approval for more than half of my life.

Ain't nobody.

So I am going to post genuine poetry, not just well defined haikus or refined stanzas.

Just proper content mate.

Content that's unique to me.
You will partake in my uniqueness when you read these poems.

I look forward to it 🫡
Feb 18 · 1.0k
Unsweetened words.
AWURAA Feb 18
My words may not be beautiful.
My words may not be sweet.

At times I cry because the words I write and type are not the same words I speak in reality.

When anger, guilt or sadness comes over me, I do not want to be well- spoken.

I want to be well heard without having to repeat myself.

Character development.
Let's call it development.

Deep breaths

*

It is all character development.
Feb 18 · 67
Self-oriented
AWURAA Feb 18
Obsession is real you know.
Go on your phone.
It will show you.
Feb 15 · 101
Desperation.
AWURAA Feb 15
He said,

"Out of desperation, artists draw inspiration from their own stories in order to create art."

This struck me,

How many times have I written poems, addressed to people or things that have hurt me?

I have spoken about this before.
But, to me here is beauty in my pain.

Because it hurt; my words are beautiful.

So I refuse to let go of them.

I will not let go of them.
Looking back at them, I find it hard to let go of them.

But today, I started letting go of them.

This weird attachment to pain will no longer be aligned with my name.

So today, I start letting go of the words that record my pain.
Feb 4 · 248
4th February 2025
AWURAA Feb 4
This is the day that the Lord has made, so I will be glad and rejoice in it.

This is the day that the Lord has made, so I will be glad and rejoice in it.

This is the day that the Lord has made so I will be and and rejoice in it.
Jan 30 · 80
Unanswered Questions.
AWURAA Jan 30
She saw her watching him;
her eyes filled with the greatest desire and affection for him.
It was too much for her.
She saw the love she held was obviously greater than hers.
And so she let him go; refusing to hold onto him when he had a greater love waiting for him.

She believed her love as not great enough.
That he was not worthy of the little that she could bring him.
So now she waits,
So now she heals.
Her love could never be enough.
Her love was never enough.

But she knew that she was enough.
Because unlike herself, her God knew
true love, Agape love.

And her God was willing to teach her how to love others.
But first,
He taught her how to love herself.
Have you ever given up on a person you like because you noticed someone else liked them?
Or
Have you ever given up on someone because you thought they deemed you as unworthy.
Jan 23 · 368
I am not tough.
AWURAA Jan 23
I am not complicated.
I am not hard.
I am not tough.
I am broken, desiring affection, love from all those who desire to give it to to me.
But you God, you hold me down.
You fill me up with your love everlasting.
My eyes are filled with wonder and appreciation.
You embrace me.
Your touch ever so light.
You are the brightness in my life.
I pretended to have it all together, I pretend to have it all together, but you lord you hold me down.
You restore my mind, you teach me what is right.
You keep me sane.
You are my sanity.
Thank you.
Thank you lord that you are my sanity.
Jan 16 · 88
Their love.
AWURAA Jan 16
And so he slid
Closer to her side,
and although her ***** was ever
so apparent, he did not look down.
He gazed softly into her eyes,
they were entranced with the nostalgic desire to know her better; satisfaction that he was sitting
beside her.

And so she allowed
him to draw near.
Her eyes rested down
at the button on his
lapel.
She was wary of what was to
happen next,
but she could not say that
she would ever refuse him.

And so she looked
UP, edging her eyes
from his lips to his forehead.
She stared into him, sure
of what was to follow.

So he edged
Even closer to her.
Lips growing warmer by the second.

It was clear.

He wanted, to kiss her.

And so he lowered
His head down, and there she laid.

Her Demerara skin sparkling in the night's light,
it's glittering being made her more beautiful than any
woman he had ever seen.

The wind stood still as she gazed into his eyes.
Their affection was heard.
Their desire was palpable.

But still they lay, head side to side.
white cushion beneath their necks.
The sea's scent cascading before them.

And now his hand.
Placed on her cheek.
They understood that this moment could not be what they desired it to be.

And so they pull
Their backs UP and create a space
between themselves.
Their retraction from one another served as
a proclamation of their love.

So now they sit.
Demerara skin and all.
One hand clutched, they gaze into each others eyes
content that they would be all that, until they became.
All that.
Jan 16 · 227
Personal improvement.
AWURAA Jan 16
So I did it again,
once again I played the victim.
I did it ever so slightly but her eyes are too clear;
as she knows better.

My Character is my greatest fault yet my greatest beauty.
I am working on it, we are working on it,
He is working on me, He is working through me,
yet when I fall, I fall so blatantly that all can see.

I lock myself in my mind.
Replaying moments of:
what if I did; what if I did not.

NO.

I am wrong.
I have come to the conclusion that most times I am wrong.
Growing older I must accept that I am wrong and seek to change
this mindset that causes me to act out of line.
When I say 'He' I am referring to God.
This is all apart of my walk in relationship with  Him
Jan 8 · 284
Eyes.
AWURAA Jan 8
I love looking into the eyes of people.

Don't get me wrong, at times it can be awkward.
But so much can be given and received in a blink of an eye.

All because of my decision to look up at you and not burn my eyes into the ground.

Our eyes carry life, they carry spirit, emotion; one that is unique to each and every one of ourselves.

My eyes can never be yours, nor can your eyes be mine.

This is because you have not seen what I have seen.
Nor will you behold what my eyes have held.

But still, when you pass by me, look at me, remind me of the beauty in humanity.

Show me grace in that twinkle of your eyes.
AWURAA Jan 4
"We are all depressed aren't we?
We are all in some pain in one way or another.
So it would be wrong of me to speak of how bad this hurts when I know some else is hurting even more,"
He thought.

"But I am always here and I am always listening"
His heavenly father replied.
Jan 3 · 448
Beauty
AWURAA Jan 3
I was going to say...
An ugly beauty is a  beauty where one  thinks that beauty can only be found in one thing and that thing alone.

But many are not free to explore what is beautiful to them.

Some may have settled for the first thing they found beautiful because they thought they might lose it.

Or for some, they accepted that beauty because they were sure that it was all they wanted and perhaps needed.

But for those who refuse to see beauty in no other way than the way they have done before.... what can be said about them?
Dec 2024 · 204
There is no God Vs Man
AWURAA Dec 2024
There is no God vs Man because,
‘God chose things the world considers foolish in order to shame those who think they are wise.’
1 Corinthians 1:27

There is no God Vs Man because,
'For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways.'
Isiah 55:8-9

There is no God Vs Man because,
He has also set eternity in the hearts of men, yet they cannot fathom the work that God has done from beginning to end.
‎Ecclesiastes 3:11

There is no God Vs Man because,
' For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only son that whosoever believes in HIM shall not perish but have eternal life.'
John 3:16
The word of God is truth and light.
Final poem of 2024.
Thank you all for helping me grow my gift these past 6 months.
Merry Christmas all, may God continue to richly bless you and your families.
AWURAA Dec 2024
To the boy I allowed to have so much power over me,
You were never the problem,
I was.
My heart was unable to comprehend the difference between you and lust.

So I struggled with God.
I could not bring myself to say that it was not lust or like.

So I hated you.

Yes you wronged me.
But I hated you.

You were in my life so I could learn from you.
But still, I hated you.

You were the sore representation of the area I fell short in,
the area which I need more help in.

So to the boy I allowed to have so much power over me, you are not just outer appearance you are also your dreams and ambitions, desires and future Godly nature.


To the boy I allowed to have so much power over me, I hope you treat the women in your life with care and love.

I pray you do not hurt another girl's heart because I am not too sure if they know that they have a strong Father who will always be with them like I knew I did.

To the boy I allowed to have so much power over me, please do not go through your life racing through fathers daughters.
Please succeed so your children can have a better life than you ever did.

To the boy I allowed to have so much power over me, please walk to God so he can make you a better man than you can ever be.
Please love the lord your God "with all your heart and with all your strength and lean not on your own understanding."

To the boy I allowed to have so much power over me, when you meet her, treat her with care, honour her and clothe her with respect.
When you wife her, do not let your eyes roam as you did in your immature youth.

To the boy I allowed to have so much power over me, when you have children, let them know you will always listen and always help them with advice.

To the boy I allowed to have so much power over me; become the man,
He wants you, to be.
AWURAA Dec 2024
I urge you do not fall in love with the version of a person you make in your head.

Delete the roleplays you keep on repeat in your mind.

Ignore your heart's beating at the thoughts you normally accept that will lead you into an endless spiral of lust.

You never got the chance to speak to the person you wish to know.

You do not know their likes of their dislikes.

You only love the version of them in your mind.

Let go.

Please let go.
Dec 2024 · 70
Intertwined
AWURAA Dec 2024
I am getting lost in a world I do not belong in.

Do you think they will know that I am not one of them?

But what if I am one of them?

Will they ever know?
Dec 2024 · 251
Opia.
AWURAA Dec 2024
Eyes meet,
heart fleets.

Just for a short moment.

The ambiguity of my eyes locking with those of stranger is one that I can never get used to.

What was laced in your eyes, what did you want to tell me that you were too scared to say?

Was it the colour of my eyes on warm summer's day,
or the beauty my child's smile in a rainy may?

Was it your desire to walk up to me and say hello,
or your sudden interest in the confidence I walked with?

Eyes meet,
hearts fleet,
the awkwardness that comes with knowing you have met eyes with a person you were not meant to be looking at,
the pain that stings in your heart after locking eyes with the one you owe an apology to because of your selfish morality.

Eyes meet and suddenly flutter away, look of annoyance plastered on my sister's face, saying, "can I help you?"
"Why are you staring at me?"
"fleets"- I use this word like fleeting, as in "for a fleeting moment."
Dec 2024 · 65
Eliakim
AWURAA Dec 2024
If I had a son, I would name him Eliakim, so that the Lord may establish him in His ways, raising him up to be a mighty man of valour who seeks after the Lord's heart in all things.

If I had a son, he would be named Eliakim so that the Lord may raise him up in a time of frivolity and purify him in the land he sits in.

If I had a son, I would name him Eliakim so that he would leave a good example for his brothers and sisters who will come after him.
- To Elikem S.
Dec 2024 · 84
My words.
AWURAA Dec 2024
No, but imagine I came face to face with the people who read my poems; the people who saw my heart and unveiled emotions.

Imagine if the people who read my poems where given a bird's eye view into my life's totality.

Would you love me with every inch of your soul as I have relinquished the rights to my vulnerability by letting you see me in my full entirety?

No, but imagine if you saw the one I had written about , would you know it was him?
Would you think back to the pain in my poems and along with the bird's view of my life and know that it was he who I was talking about?

No, but imagine if you read my poems and it left a mark on your heart.
But with the same pained tears laced in my words, you tore the heart of  another being's child.

Imagine if my life comes to an end all that was marked was wistful words with no true meaning.
Dec 2024 · 92
2nd Anniversary.
AWURAA Dec 2024
Today marks the 2nd Anniversary since my baptism in my Lord Jesus Christ.

I am grateful God has brought this far,
I remember tripping on the night of my baptism.

I was filled with regret and shame because I had just consecrated myself in His spirit.

Since then God has shown me that this walk is a journey, my tounge may speak death at times but it is His word and His spirit who renew my words.

My thought life may contradict His truth but I will, and I am constantly transformed by renewing of my mind by His word.

I am changed because I choose to not remain the same.
I changed because the public proclamation of my faith placed a covering over my being.

So here's to you Lord, the one who has carried me through, I thank you...
2nd Anniversary.
Dec 2024 · 536
We listen; we don't judge.
AWURAA Dec 2024
I'll go first,

Growing up, there was a huge emphasis on marriage in my community.
Everything I watched was about love,  lust and relationships, this was all I consumed.

Later on in life,  I began to crave affection and attention from many if not all the males in my life.

This lead me into a spiral of thinking that every male I had an interaction with was going to be my husband.

We listen and we don't judge...
Can we create a chain?
Dec 2024 · 173
" Don't give up on me yet."
AWURAA Dec 2024
"God, don't give up on me yet, I know
  I'm not your best bet, but I'm trying,
  don't give up on me yet."

I know God will never give up on me, He will never leave me, nor forsake me...

I see my actions of my hands and hear the thoughts in my mind, the lusts of my heart and even in all of this filth, my God tells me that I am free to remain in Him because he delights in me.

So to you Lord I am faithful, others would not accept as I was, but you did; and you do.

You accept me as I am and you renew me in your spirit.

You will never give up on me.
Thank you my dependable God,
and thank you for all that is to come.
My dependable God.
Dec 2024 · 62
Mind games.
AWURAA Dec 2024
He doesn't complete Her.
She doesn't complete Him.
They do not complete each other.
Only God completes us from within.
Nov 2024 · 74
Developing love.
AWURAA Nov 2024
I have never been in love.
I have never been in like.
I have only seen faces that
I found attractive and
placed my own narrative on
them, as if I created them.
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