These eyes are entertained
By looking to these stars while glittering
Other wont even take a glance
While I'll sit and take my time waiting

For life is day and night
And I chose the dark
I still appreciate your lights
But the sky is where I look for the spark

I express my love for the rain
All my colors getting drained
I am stuck in this blurry sight
And wont be enough stars tonight

I will be perfectly alone kissing this filter
Cause you wont be needing me in your arms closer
With the smoke I inhale I feel so desensitized
This now is one of the side of my dice.

Isang pangkaraniwang tao lamang na lumalaban,
Nakikipagsapalaran sa paminsan-misan,
Napapagod na sa araw-araw na pakikipag-baka,
Sa buhay, hangad lang ay kaunting biyaya.
Hirap at napagkaitan ngunit naririto pa rin
Ito ba ay pumupukaw pa sa kanilang pansin

Maligamgam na hangin halina sa mukha ko'y magdampi,
Nag-aantay ng pagbukas ng kalawakan kasama ang pusong sawi.
Ngunit walang na bang liwanag sa aking b'wan?
Mga maswerte kong bitwin, hindi na rin mahanap kung saan.
Tinakpan na ng maiitim na kaulapan.
Nagbabadya na nga siguro ang taglamig na panahon
Nililimot ang mga bakas ng kahapon
May mga araw na dapat pa atang bilangin
Tanging kasama, natatanging maligamgam kong hangin.

These dreamcatchers might be overloaded everytime I open my eyes
And I woke up forgetting all of my dreams
Overly pessimistic mind in idle every night eases some pain as time flies
Nothing beats a good night sleep
At the least

Intense facinations
Infatuated again
With death,
What these bare eyes
Would not see
It's so inviting.
He said.

Your secrets
Will be kept
Safe in me
I wont tell a soul
I am hushed
I'll be alone, too
In this room

To have true beauty,
you must be raw.
Being raw isn't always beautiful,
Just most of the time it has been viewed as ugly.
Rawness is rare.
True beauty is rare.

Words rang truer
In painful times
Soul gets wiser
Another lonely day
You couldn't be more sadder

Gandang iyong taglay ay naguumapaw, at ang ugali'y napaka.
Higit pa sa nakikita ng aking mga mata,
Ako nga'y lubos na humahanga.
Sa aking panaginip ikaw ay napapasama,
Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip, aking sinta.

Ako sana ay iyong namang bigyan ng karampot na pansin
Sapagkat ikaw ang pinakamahalaga sa akin.
Nagiimpok na ng pangarap, tanging hangad ika'y nasa aking paningin,
Sa iyong mata ako ay matagal nang nagpapaalipin.

11-12-18
12:14am

Stranded in a dream
Its all beauty here, it seems
No pain for me to endure
Wounds turned to scars, cured

A new life to breathe,
A new skin.
A new ground for my feet,
Best place I've been.

Liquor in tastebuds
Bourbon slits my throat
As I rushly take a swig
Easing the loneliness


A night without the pain

Move my strings
I am your toy
Want your delicate touch
Manipulate this unliving body
Give me a soul
A day without your fingertips
It's a long grief

This room wont contain the happiness
Of my soul when your presence is in touch,
Your beauty is so unreachable even for a man with much luck in his sleeves, you're a rare catch

In my twenty-two consecutive lonely years of breathing
I am here to enjoy this mayhem, there's no stopping.

Such an unusual sight for my sore and weary eyes,
Perfectly unique inside my cosmos
Up all night looking in the skies



Are you a dying star?
Were you a moon in someones planet?
Was I just late?
Would you wake some love in me?