"sth" poems
"So what's it like slick,"
she asks,
"living your life in an asylum?"
And I sthay,
"I dunno Missusth."
But sthill I wonder
if the sthraightjackets fit tightly there,
why I might like little white pillsth,
electric-shock treatmentsth,
& sthcrewdriver-lobotomiesth.
So hey you Missusth,
I know
thisth ain't working out here any more
& yet I,
I continue to sthare at the ceiling,
watch the fan sthpinning,
listening to melancholy voicesth
whisthpering from
sthingle blades of grassth.
They ask me thingsth
about my crazinessth too,
as if I sthupposed to know
anything
here
on the insthide
looking out
with the door closthed.
That means sthut lady,
with an aposthrophe-s,
'sth.
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 10:05 PM UTC
that was the worst pain
they were in the plain
that was an evil night
but devil was out of sight
they sat near each other
without mother or father
start to say about
sth that they never thought
he started to kiss her
but actually god was there
now they are sad & worry
left each other & they are sorry
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC
don't know whats wrong with this world
animals are better then people
people are too busy to even help each other
there's swag and yolo
people want gaps between their legs
the **** life is choosing people
lady gaga is "fashion"
acting like a stripper is called twirking
twirking is called dancing
not liking rap is sth to be ashamed of
******** is considered art
literature is dead
music is dead
love is materialistic
what
is
there
to
live
for
?
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 6:37 AM UTC
(Callasinnan yeka ish gorur)
In English( doing sth bigger than his head)
Means: a person is doing sth that doesn't relate to his age!
Aug 5, 2019
Aug 5, 2019 at 8:52 AM UTC
Emptiness is the heaviest burden.
Longing is the toughest companion.
Indifference is a disaster.
Misunderstanding leaves the deepest scar.
Time doesn't heal.
Every opportunity compels you to feel.
Moving on are just words.
Without a proper end, you never truly depart.
Weakness becomes your mate.
Tears become your favourite nightmare.
Starts the search of a soul to lean on.
But compatibility isn't sth you just chance upon.
Sep 12, 2016
Sep 12, 2016 at 2:33 PM UTC
So this is what my life has become
Waiting for a message
Waiting for something
to make my dull life exciting
Waiting for sth that I know that will never come
Is it worth waiting for?
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 7:09 PM UTC
No, I don't know
What love is
At all.
I am wondering
And my soul
Is about to fall
What is love
Why is love
And why are we all?
Are these simply questions of a depressed mind?
Maybe.
But also of one that is trying to find
Reasons
To live and to feel and to love.
Again.
More
And more honestly than ever.
Searching is my current state.
It's rather stuck, but does vibrate
Uncomfortably under my ribs
Where the deepest of feelings should be
Instead I am mostly inhibiting my head
But I want to learn to change that
My body needs more of my attention
I need to connect
To reconnect I guess.
I noticed there is a big gap
Between my soul, my head, my body..
It is as if I am existing in parts.
Maybe it's true cause energy is divided
Maybe.
I don't really know much
My focus recently has been very shallow
I guess I lost other people's touch
The human connections with fellows
They matter. Society matters.
This is where love meets me
But rarely.
I did experience hate though
In groups.
No body came to save me
But that's over, isn't it?
Or do I still have to learn to trust?
Am I still so influenced by it?
That I'd rather deny myself
Than to accept
That someone might not like
Sth about me instead.
Why is it so bad?
How to get rid of this weird energy.
How to find a way to be finally free.
I am not even begging for materialistic freedom.
I just want to be able to decide
How my life is gonna be
Where I am gonna be
And in each and every moment
What is actually right for me?
I know I overstepped some boundaries
And I will overstep even more
There are boundaries I overstep unwillingly
And there's others that I knowingly ignore.
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 5:45 PM UTC
You know,
I want to fall in love
Have sth to hold on
Like actually feel
for somebody else I guess
Be a part of something,
a part of someone,
and share...
Give and get.
Have heart beats in sync.
You know,
Like live in a kind of utopia.
Maybe sometimes suffer on the way,
but only to see us heal.
Beautifully and Wholly
Together. Always.
I want to have memories to laugh at;
eyes to look at;
and a familiar tinge to remember-
every time the air prances into my curls.
I want that ****** that caress;
Feel completely moved from within
and realize ,
what I'd been missing out on
all this time.
I fancy being the person
who can laugh alone by mere reminiscence.
Gaze at a profile for years
and still not loose the fondness
The adrenaline rush,
The vulnerability,
The addiction,
The susceptibility,
The endearment....
thats what I crave.
You know,
It doesn't have to be the right person
and doesn't have to last forever.
I just want to believe it will.
For once in all these years,
I just want to savour,
how it feels to feel.
Get lost in something,
in someone,
forever
And still yearn for more.
Have a thirst.
and see it quench
by nothing else
but the meagre presence of a person.
Like actually be able to enjoy the rain,
be able to saunter in thoughts,
be able to relate the lyrics of a song,
and even when things go wrong,
still have someone to keep you strong.
I want to have something to think about
when I wake up,
and have someone come for me
when I don't .
Just be there for someone
and keep confessing to them,
that the only thing that binds me together
is their "ugliness charm" :))
You know,
I want to be mainstream for once
Have love to murmur between kisses.
Not think about anything else,
Except for togetherness.
Be inseparable for once.
Doesn't have to last forever
but I have a squeaky clean ache for it.
Just for once,
I want to smile from completely within
because someone glows to me.
"Today more than yesterday"
"Forever and always"
So as to say.
You know,
I want to be one of those-
cliche typical romantic couples from a movie.
Lost in each other,
only to find each other.
The only difference
I wouldn't be acting.
I want to confront a room that lit up
just by someones entry.
Feel contended to the brim
just by someones feel.
Like actually not feel hollow for once,
and yet trigger a rhythm when knocked.
Be the someone, in someones life.
Hold hands and frolic,
as a single eternal supernova.
I know reality
and I know it doesn't work that way
but just for once
and only once,
I want to believe
I belong.
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 9:31 PM UTC
Know well nothing will make me Happy
But still longs that sth make me
Happy
I will be
Happy
On making me
Think that He
Will not make me
Happy
Oct 23, 2016
Oct 23, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
A 18 year young boy ,
In front of mass he stills feel shy
But,
he’s digging the future
he’s digging the future for his life
So can make future of his wife child bright
( In this jeopardized situation )x2
In future he is aiming for mansion
Aiming to do sth for nation
Hoping for well utilization of his creation
he’s digging the future —
Hoping for sth good
to manage his daily expenses and food
He’s now burning like a wood
By not worrying he’d be coal
By being sure that he’ll reach the goal
he is digging the future !
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 1:12 AM UTC
When distance is long ,
Patience must be strong
Strong enough to not to wakeup in midnight
Strong enough to wait
Feel the moonlight
And remember the last date
(While we see these two words)x2
feels nothing ,
it feels like two very common word
Common word ; ‘aince ’ are same
Nth weird but sth is for sb who’s waiting ,
Who’s waiting for love to spend time with
Who’s waiting for warm hug and kiss
By whom ***** is missed
To whom ***** miss
So they are hanging on in patience
Hoping that someday get able to shorten the distance !
***. .***
Abbreviated words and their clear meaning
Nth : Nothing
Sth : Something
Sb: Somebody
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 8:11 AM UTC