Anxiety and excitement are one of the same Research for an answer to analyse traits For the loss of another can be someone's gain A vicious cycle with which to attain Stressed from such pressures Soften your edges to lighten your weight All in a state but we all hesitate Widen perspective and encompass ourselves When life skills aren't taught Are we really at fault or who is to blame Personal perception distinguishes choice Critical thought strengthens one's voice A softer approach is often dismayed Where are your heroes when you reach of an age Admiration compels to find your own way
Who am I? Why do I feel this hurt When I've been there Where heaven only knows What compels me, return. How do I feel this hurt When I purposefully Buried it under the hole From which it sprung I don't want to let low My other half Please come back to me Please make me safe again
My heart is not a black ocean but rough and full of red.