"litterally" poems
You came to stay
from the very first day
And I let you in
Cause with you, I felt peace within
You bring me happiness
when I am buried in sadness
you can make me smile anytime
as if i've made lemonade of life's lime
But my goals you inhibit
Cause you make me addicted
And I'll fight, fight and resist
to let myself taste a little bit
But once again I fail
another one you win
A process I thought I was gonna nail
but this feeling of a sin
is just going up the scale
The perfect mix of good and bad
Is litterally the best thing I've ever had
In this zone, with just you and me
I hope that none else will see
How many tablespoons I ate
Of the most delicious chocolate spread
May 6, 2021
May 6, 2021 at 9:15 PM UTC
Winds of high speed
Lift me to the sky
Vision's a blur.
My words slur
Amidst the whirl of dust.
Dirt coats my throat
i think i just saw a boat
And amoung all this madness
All this chaos
All i can think of is you
Its your birthday in two days
I ordered you flowers
And a nice little birthday card lies on my table.
And here i am about to die
i should be praying
i should be crying
But i guess i'll take
Your memory to my grave.
Its too bad
This tornado
Is going to litterally
Rip me
From you
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 7:45 PM UTC
I can't believe that you would actually think I'm cheating on you, when I litterally dedicate my life towards you, and do everything for you!!!! You think that when I went to the movies with my FRIEND Ben was bad, how the hell do you think I felt, when I found out you were going over Alicia's house, that hurt me so bad!!! I love you and that's all that matters, and you need to see that if I didn't love you and only want you, I wouldn't have done all of the things I have done for you!!! So please baby take me back because it was just yesterday that you were promising me that you would never leave me, I need you now more than ever, and I know you need me too, so lets just get back together please, because we are meant for each other!!!! <9999999999 XOXOXOXOXOXO :)
Mar 27, 2013
Mar 27, 2013 at 2:54 PM UTC
It's cold outside
Fog is just rolling in
I think it's a quarter after 8
Seems like the moon
Is playing peak-a-boo in the sky
Its quite fascinating
I guess I will miss all of this
I just wrote a poem
Three pages front and back
Simply saying I was going to die
That I didn't want to end it
But I had a feel that I had too
A feeling that I was the reason
To the reoccuring temporary problem
So I have the permanent solution
And maybe this solution
Could inspire the lives of others
Maybe my death could bring peace
To a family so torn and broken
Maybe their tears will be the glue
That will forever hold them together
Or maybe they wont show
Maybe they are sick of me
I know they don't
Because they are afraid to look me in the eyes
Afraid that I'm too dark
That my whole life is meant to revolve around them
So this is just a way
For me to say goodbye
I already had 40 pills
From the 8 bottles with a prescription
For about 4 different disorders
The 2 doctors think I have
It hase only 1 name
Its ******* depression
I'm not insane
Bipolar, paranoid, or OCD
I am me and your greed is destroying me
So I'll take another 30
All at once so I can be sure I'm gone
Hope this poem
Makes you realize
That you should of listened
When I asked to hear my poems
To listen when I was ******
So I hope that guilt kills you
Litterally decays your body
From the inside out
But wait like you said
Last night when we fought
"It would be another poet dead and gone"
Well **** you
I was never a poet
Just a kid trying to relieve his pain
The very pain you gave me
So adios
I'm gone
I can feel the chemicals mixing in my stomach
It hurts like hell
But I guess being free has its dues
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 4:42 PM UTC
distracted by the endeavor
to write poems that are clever
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 2:19 AM UTC
If you really want me
to waste your time with my superficial sense of adventure
developed over 20 years as the
perfect formula for fun, alright.
I promise you'll see right through it.
You'll realize in a second that all we really need
is whiskey
Netflix
That all these road trips
cigarettes
rooftops mean nothing
give us nothing.
On a regular basis I'd walk in on you cuddling reptiles that litterally can't have any compassion for you.
isn't it just like you to have
compassion for
something that
can't
love
you
back.
I'm not the charecature you deserve
I'm not jacked or covered in ink.
My battlescars aren't from poverty or violence, or consequences of just generally being a bad person.
My "battle scars" are all from loving too much.
I'm so naive that I think they're just as awful as anybody elses.
You won't love me.
Don't get me wrong
If you were truly interested
I'd show up wearing
a box of chocolates in my hands
and not much else.
You are a goddess.
have absolutely no reason to be looking up to me.
I am not that interesting.
It's all a game.
you've been alive long enough to know
the game is ********
I'm flattered by your peaked interest, willing
to give you the night of your life.
Something tells me you want more than just flashy lights on blank canvas
You want stardust.
Yes, I'll look at the sky with you.
So you might find what you really want.
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC
Times of the day that dont mean anything
cloudy a nostalgia gone too far into tears
Fog rolled into your valley tonight
I was here young like you are now
To the edge of the canyons mouth spit out
All it was is a collapsing weather pattern
I drink water only to quench my thirst for instance
litterally eat only clouds for dinner and breakfast
Who was never mine , and never ever will be
Beyond all means sent aside yourself Darling
Behind fate and whatever the universe wants
Freedom just the unknown precipice hidden
Beatrixe Fox
Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 2:07 AM UTC
I am wrapped in a trap.
But no longer in the trap of sadness.
It hasn't come along to ****** me up quite yet.
I'm trapped in this trap of being close to falling in love with someone,
and being in the biggest crush in the world.
It is the first time i've become so happy that i litterally have a smile on my face for hours at a time.
I am not used to smiling.
Is it possible.
That i of all people have become truthfully happy?
I went from being sad and crying.
To being insanely happy.
Withing a matter of seconds with only one thought.
Simple thoughts of a person is making me so happy.
But me being soooooooooooooo happy is making me go crazy
Every night my mind is running around thoughts of him.
Ive become weirdly happy :P
Guess thats a plus lol.
Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 10:42 PM UTC
His eyes absolutely could explain all the truth more than the words can ever do.
and the way he looks at me litterally makes me feel so special.
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 1:52 PM UTC
I finally find myself,
at the lowest of lows.
No litterally...
In the basement,
Sitting in the bottom of the shower.
I keep thinking about colors,
fall colors, hair colors,
I keep asking myself,
why did I change myself.
I was perfect the way I was,
and now its going to take,
a long while to get back
to how I was.
My nose ring feels fake,
My newly died hair feels fake,
and my insides are starting to turn to plastic.
Take it all back!
Take back the die, the pierce,
But that is just one thing about
Lady Time.
She cant be taken back.
She can only move forward,
even if it means,
depression.
Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 12:06 PM UTC
engrossed in the thought of history i move my thoughts to yestermorrow in some crazy town under some crazy sky and I want you. I want you hear and now like I want yesteryear... like tomorrow in the future, Cause i want to move from this distant place which is always located exactly arms length from your beautiful island of a body. Is it you or me letting emotional tide create more space between our land masses. God my ether longs to be mixed with in yours and is it just me who has felt so far away? really was it me all this time? I dont know... I dont care... But i want you. Your all i ever really think about when it comes to decision making and future planing. You are the considering factor in every single breathe i take. Litterally in bed at night, i aim my breath away from yours no matter how close we lay so that we can be comfortable. My conscious efforts are all for you and I mean it, Now want me too.
Apr 14, 2017
Apr 14, 2017 at 4:27 PM UTC
i'm begging Agony
to let go of me
leave me
let me be
please, i cant see
someone heal me
revive me
i'm drowning
so alone, so helpless
****** Pain, i shan't forget this
but i bet that
i'll forget that
i basically asked for this
to have to sit and reminisce
litterally begged for it
gotta have someone to miss
i had to want to be loved by
someone who was gonna leave without a goodbye
not a tear, no, he did not cry
this i know
but he had to go
NO AGONY DON'T-
im almost gone
wasting away
completely alone...
Dec 7, 2016
Dec 7, 2016 at 8:51 AM UTC
( THE REAL FRANCISS IRONSTEINE )
Long long ago A brilliant Doctor once existed
Growing old as we all do his soul it had blisted
Before they buried him without any suspection
Nurses injected him testing his bodies ********
It was getting bigger all the time beyond belief
Nurses told not a single soul Placing in a bottle
During the night a young cleaner dropped it
They found in the morning screaming full throttle
When staff arrived they found it had survived
Inspection of this laboretry the bottle on the floor
And nurses screaming madly don't stop don't stop
Smiles on faces litterally the same size as the door
All nurses sent to a mental institution and drugged
In order to hopefully have them quieten down
Filled with a very strong ****** to help them some
Orgasmicology for all of them only wore a frown
Nobody knew at all what they'd injected him with
But a miricle had taken place it all was to seem
Bigger stronger thicker glass bottles were used
Scientists worked harder could be mans dream
Even weeny scientists took home samples in hope
That they might just as well suffer some as well
Trying to wake awahile these nurse to question
But all just kept screaming not to stop do tell
In the end it drove them around the very bend
They were all sold to Go Go places in cages
But to this very day there is no way to say
But still adds telling secrets to all mans very rages
terrence michael sutton
copyright 2018
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 4:09 AM UTC
Im falling in love , thats what brought me up.
It was you.
We say this place is hell , we all want to die.
Being around you just gets me high .
Im sorry i dont say what on my mind because , its all so much everytime.
Im litterally speechless when i look into your eyes. I get this feeling everythings secure and im in the arms of and angel, in hell im still alive.
Every breath you take i take it back .
Because a life living with you, has been the best.
I know your sad and you think days go to waste but, being with you makes ne love every place ,every minute,second ,a full day.
You make everything better then just okay.
You do so much for me without doing anything just like you say to me.
I dont care if gods real , this is reality.
They say only god can judge me but , im not worried.
Ill go to hell, because ive been brought to heaven by you already...
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC