"evertime" poems
to laugh at defeat
you must sing it
a beat
and evertime its feels
the heat is depleat,
blow trumpet at it
it will hear it
and quit,
the sound to it grit
naturally it's hit.
and when sometimes
you think
you've had enought of it
play it a piano
strict
each note you unhit
will glide it a stitch
truncheon sit and glit.
music does it fit
calm as a mozart huit.
a soprano seis
never felt so bate.
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 6:06 AM UTC
while i was in the garden i walked across some ants
a couple of seconds later my legs began to dance
jumping up down and leaping in the air
those cheeky little ants were climbing every where
i was really dancing faster than before
evertime i looked the ants were getting more
so i brushed them of and i began to to laugh
took of all my clothes and climbed in to the bath
Mar 27, 2010
Mar 27, 2010 at 10:26 AM UTC
Why be me?
Why be the victum as you call me?
Why try to still get you to see me.
You never will in the state you are in..cold dark place surrounded by your minions that whorship you for they get to bask in your good side..
Its all i ever all i ever wanted and you took it away..
You tell me im heartless and cold yet you dont see me crying for you daily cause the man i fight for loved me so much he would have never spooke the words to me you have over and over..
You got what you broke my heart for..your freedom your choice to do as you please..no respondablities for anyone but you..yet you choose the hard path and ill forever be blamed for it..
I still fight evertime we talk for you to see me and you call me heartless because i point out the facts..
You call me cold when i speak the way you do to people.
Im mean when i dont hide the way i feel..
The fact that you do not see me for the woman that i truley am shows me things that i didnt want to face..
Im not heartless im the oppsite i have too much heart for you i care too much and its comes out in a way u cant handle.Im cold cause words never let you see how much my hands are shaking and my tears are blinding me you forgot who i am..as i forgot who you are cause the man i love so deeply would have never let me think the worst of him and be okay with it..the man i put up so high on a mountain to admire would have never thought of touching another woman before me...never talked to me the way you do as if me of all people were out to get you..
The man i love would have never left me alone scared of the world knowing im scared of the dark..but you did for your chance of having freedom and many woman to make himself feel bigger..when all he had to do was look deep in my eyes to know i thought he ruled the world..he was my everything and it wasnt enough..now im punsihed daily when im me or i get too emonational because it causes him pain and i become the cruel one for being me..its best i know to step away from him but my heart still beats beside him and i feel empty..
May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 3:32 PM UTC
Pink bubbles
blue water
earth abstractables
fire the lamplighter.
Great depths
its steam like fountain
unique heat
sheer wall faces.
But, today that lake went dry
almost empty
no longer boiling
grey water
that smelt like sulphur.
This is what happens
when evertime you are afraid to fail.
Let the determination
boil inside you.
And boy will you steam success.
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 4:02 PM UTC
*from black to rainbow
these shoes keep walking around
this feeling that i've raised by my own
now you are on top of my line
leaving the clue
got taken once
i wish it were you
from rainbow to blue
is it so hard to recognise it?
question mark evertime i see you
the coldness of me
why don't you get it?
from blue to black
i surrender*
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 11:33 PM UTC
You know that feeling when music plays in the background
Whipped cream and strawberries on the bed
most people rush through I'd rather take it slow instead
You know that feeling when there's rose petals,
That lead inside the room
We both stand here naked as we wait upon the moon
You know that feeling when it starts
If my tounge starts on your body
Is when you give me most your heart
You know that feeling when you say he's a teaser
well tonight my lady I ll be your pleasure pleaser
You know that feeling when it feels more better
My tounge falls between your legs
The secret that gets you wetter
As time goes by,
I hear the sound of your voice
Your love feels like church,
And I'm dying to rejoice
You know that feeling when I'm deeper
Your nails stratching my back
Your moans grow louder
and your becoming more louder
You know that feeling when your legs come to my shoulder
As we ease on to the wall
Eating until I feel a river fall
You know that feeling when evertime I get inside
Your something like a goddess when you climb on top and ride
I know you know your riding is the best
The feeling of you riding with my face between your breast
You know that feeling when you lose control
We've went in so many places its like were trying to travel
You know that feeling when your trying to hold stable
I enter from behind as she grips on to the table
No my baby never lacks
The deeper I go in
The harder she throws it back
You know that feeling when you lasting for hours
Our bodies are both wet as she's eaten in the shower
I promise I ll always give this kind of endurance
Your body is in good hands
Your my allstate insurance
Our last position is the 69
But tonight will be 68
Because I wanna make you mines
Mar 2, 2014
Mar 2, 2014 at 5:38 PM UTC
well this was the most difficult to write... something I've never felt before..
its hard to pen it down...
everytime I sit back and think about it
it reminds me about the beautiful summer days,
children running here and there,
hand in hand we walked about on the cool grass
never did we look at each other,
it made it just like heaven
heaven I never saw before,
heaven for which I was ready to die,
heaven which had you and only you
I collect those pieces of hope
and together we build a dream
a dream on which we fly away from this world
to a world of our own
I collect those pieces of heart
and together we build life
life which helped me breathe you
to get me through each day alive
I collect those pieces of petals
and together we build a flower
flower which helps me find you
evertime I remember you
but
now I fall down
I can't find those pieces anymore,
the heaven disappears,
your thoughts die
the memories get hazzy
I see you moving away
but can't follow you
my feet have stopped
you hide behind the horizon
let me find you
help me be with you
now and forever...
May 13, 2011
May 13, 2011 at 8:52 PM UTC
Blades like ceasure
but i suffer from amnesia
learned how to swim but never how to breathe under water
come to far but forgot what i lost
Im the definition of what never was
tried to breathe but ****** on nothing but vapors
second hand smoke full of generational curses
i tried praying but that wasnt really working
I tried getting lit but that wasnt really worth it
consume all that was around me till I was alone
and now im on my own
hakuna matata
but im too stressed for my own good
faith trust and pixie dust
but I'm not exactly sure where to find any of those things anymore
True loves kiss heals all
but how can somone love me if I dont love myself?
obssed with beauty
but cant find it in the mirror
i dived w=right into this life
but i cant breathe under water
the lady of the lake lured me by telling me I was beautiful
and that she needed me
but her 'true love's" kiss did nothing but drown me
im filled with blades like ceasur
petruding out my back from all the times ive been called a heathen
evertime they lied and said im what someone needed
so now im bleeding and pretending im living
but I must have amnesia
cause I just keep letting it happen
over and over and over
Im over it
come to far to forget what I lost
but the memories are whats keeping me for moving on
Trying so hard to stay strong
but im so
very
weak
im so gone im the definition of what never was
all thats left is a faint memory of me
thats not even who i really was
but i got blades like ceasure
i suffer from amnesia
learned how to swim but never how to breathe under water
come to far but forgot what i lost
Im the definition of what never was
Nov 14, 2016
Nov 14, 2016 at 1:47 PM UTC
Cut one
For every word
That went undone
Cut two
For everything
Done by you
Cut three
For all the things
You pretend not to see
Cut four
For when I
Walked out your door
Cut five
For every night
I slept with wet eyes
Cut six
For all of your lies
And all of your tricks
Cut seven
For every childhood wish
To go to heaven
Cut eight
For everything that you
Blamed on a personality trait
Cut nine
For everytime that
I said "I'm fine"
Cut ten
For evertime i was told
That I'd be safe
Tell me when
Cut eleven
For wishing
That I could die at seven
Cut twelve
For every truth that I told
Left and forgotten on a shelve
Cut thirteen
For wishing that I could
Shower on my own and be clean
Cut fourteen
For wishing that I could
Lay down on the grass all green
Cut fifteen
For every single
Forgotten dream
Cut sixteen
For all the
Broken seams
Cut eighteen
For all the times
I was stuck between
Cut nineteen
For all the happy endings
Full of lies on screen
Cut twenty
For everytime
You touched my body
Dec 1, 2024
Dec 1, 2024 at 10:40 AM UTC
Im not who you thought i am, im not who you think, even though i look the same, evertime you blink. My name is the same, but ive changed once more, become who you want me to be, but different to the core. You may look twice, and see the same guy, but im truely not the same, what you see is a lie. Im not the person, who you thought you met. im someone completely differnent, and its something i regret. I wish that i could show you, who i truely am, but the really me isnt pretty, and isnt worth a dam. My true colors always fade, compared to yours that shine, and i feel myself not worthy, with every passing line. I dont deserve to have you, now or at any time, im sick to my stomach, as i continue with these rhymes. Becasue i know ill never tell you, and ill never let you in, ill keep my real self locked up, hiding behind a fake grin. Ill keep up this grin, and keep up my lie, ill pretend to be perfect, untill the day that i die. So what do i do, and how can i be free. I cant be honest with you, i cant show you the real me. The real me would loose you, and thats hard for me to bare. But keeping you is selfish, especially when you're unaware. Unaware of the truth, and unaware of the true me. Unaware of my true colors, the ones you will never see. So do i pretend to be perfect, or do i give myself up today? Do i risk making you hate me, and having you go away? This is eating away at my soul, and will be keeping me up all night. As i battle with my deamons, and contumplate what is wrong and right.
Feb 19, 2012
Feb 19, 2012 at 10:41 PM UTC
Remember when I was afraid of you?
The idea, the very notion of you terrified me.
Evertime I entered our old bathroom I cowered,
Hiding deeper into the bagy filth that hid my curves.
The very idea of you made me turn away, curl my fingers, legs tighter together.
I never looked at you.
I pretended you weren't there,
That I couldn't see you.
That I couldn't see me.
I hid my face in my hands,
I cried,
I cried so many times, staring at you.
But now, things have changed.
I can stand before you unprotected,
Shaky,
Pale,
Soft,
But I'm not scared.
Because all there is to see is me.
Sep 16, 2012
Sep 16, 2012 at 8:59 PM UTC
Thinking of you sometimes it makes me blue, its makes me so stick to my stomach that i feel like i got the flu. Sometimes it is anger sometimes it is much stranger. I feel love, lust, hate, desire i feel like a car running with a flat tire. Sometimes i dream of you and your smile in which i staydreaming for a while. Sometimes i wish you would turn into a pile, a pile of ash because i want you so bad where sometimes i wanna go mad. i wanna run up to you and kiss you other times i just wanna diss you. Evertime i feel like i egnite the fire i feel like such a ******* liar. I lie to myself because you are my one desire, thinking about you gets me higher and higher.
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
I steer clear from the things that remind me of you
But they always find me
Everywhere I go there's always a bit of you
You're everything I see
Evertime I sing, everything I write
Ends up being about you
Everytime I move, I want to move next to you
But you're nowhere near me
Everything I do it's always about you
Every chord I play, every song I make, every word I say
Every single thing I do
It's always
Always
About you
May 17, 2017
May 17, 2017 at 10:20 PM UTC
Hey Benny,
I gotta tell you you're doing extremely well
right man you are on your way
if you keep your eyes wide open
if you keep standing on your feet
if you keep doing all the crazy things
you will be the one of few
who crashed their own fear
aaa you don't believe me buddy
alright now just listen
you can see inside of you, can't you?
you can admit all the fuck-ups, can you not?
well man most people usually don't do it and
they don't want to see their problems Ben
they don't want to see inside of themselves
cause they always have something to lose
they are slaves
you know they would lose
something or somebody
oh yes the scared slaves
slaves under control of fear
all terrified of loosing
but Ben you are free
Ben you are no slave
you are no slave
you don't be scared
you are ready for defeats
Evertime you lose
you win anyway Ben
You have certain things you like
and you do them
isn't that right, isn't that right man?
one more thing on my mind now
you'd better not talk to people
the way you talk to yourselves
at least not so often
man they are not worth it
they are scared
and they don't want to show it
no they are scared
but you don't worry
'cause you are the one
who crashed his own fear
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Jul 23, 2015
Jul 23, 2015 at 4:35 AM UTC
The one that got away
Frustrated and aggravated are the words I used today.
Because this season I met
Ms. The one that got away!
With family's merging, this was to be a soiree
In walks my husbands family and
Ms. The one that got away!
This is why you should RSVP !
So you will know who is coming!
So, You will know who it will be!
My husbands mother looked at me and smiled,
she said Eva was here for a conference
and she would be in town for awhile.
She explained that her and Gabe were old friends and that
they had dated each other since they were 10.
An she wasn't sure why Eva didn't close the deal .
The audacity of his mother bringing that up made me feel quite ill.
My brother smacked me hard on the shoulder
and said " ooh he has a type "
Then Everyone looked at her, than at me,
then my husband guided me up the stairs quickly,
obviously I was not happy
We have the same color hair, the same type of build, same eye color, it was getting quit weird.
As I came back down I stop in my tracks
to observe them together just to see how he acts.
How he melted in a puddle evertime she said whatever
my little girl ran up to her, thinking it was me .
Her dad picked her up and placed her on his knee
when I over heard Eva make such a remark
this is what our future would have been like such a lively spark.
just then I tripped over my dress
I fell down the stairs
I fell really hard and bumped my big head
my husband looked embearessed, he turned and looked away.
with tears welling up in my eyes,
my husband asked if I was ok
I over heard the conversation between you and ms. the one that got away
he kissed my tears and he whispered
please hear what I say
inspite of your clumsiness I just couldn't walk away
I would have been a fool to let you be
the one that got away.
So I looked pass him and I stuck out my tongue at you know who right away
and I'll have to worry about my mother in law clenching
her pearls some other day
Feb 2, 2018
Feb 2, 2018 at 11:56 PM UTC
:(
I'm sitting in a crowded room but feel so alone
tears's fall down and my heart ack's....i want my only
friend to move back down but it makes her mom mad.
evertime i think somethings good there wrong again.
sometimes i feel like my soul has left and it's just like my body sitting here.
i been hurt and lied too......please befor i go under what is the right path to my life?
Mar 26, 2012
Mar 26, 2012 at 7:40 PM UTC
everytime i see a german shepard i see you
evertime i hear scripture i hear you
everytime i smell **** i smell you
everytime i touch a keyboard i feel you
everytime i taste hot cocoa i taste you
everytime i feel love i feel you
how am i supposed to forget you when you are in everything i do?
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 9:41 PM UTC
while i was in the garden i walked across some ants
a couple of seconds later my legs began to dance.
jumping up down and leaping in the air
those cheeky little ants were climbing every where.
i was really dancing faster than before
evertime i looked the ants were getting more.
so i brushed them of and i began to to laugh
took of all my clothes and climbed in to the bath.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 1:15 PM UTC
grandpa howd you survive this long
I jest'kep breathin'evertime
I thought I was drownding but i knew
I wasn´t ¿donde?
there, joemomma, been there...
the beentheredonethat might get old, but
you know the feeling but you
new to that bit of intuition you feel
every time you think it,
physical effect of deja vu, experience
shoots straight through short term memory
to I remember the feeling realm of
once, before now, but
I do did done that very idea that just flew by.
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cast your bait to the wind, no seagull will ever be your friend.
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 6:18 PM UTC
In side i here drops look out side its raining
All i here is rain drop i here you call my name evertime the rain drop as i look i see you i stop to think i here your voice in the rain telling me you love me but when i go outside its just rainging.....
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 10:51 PM UTC
Words are silly little things
That hang in my teeth
I rinse them out evertime I speak
Sep 15, 2023
Sep 15, 2023 at 6:09 PM UTC