1 am

I spent this hour getting drunk texts from a friend
she's the weepy kinda drunk and her spelling mistakes didn't end
I mean she's a great person but the bottle sees the opposite

2am

Went to get a midnight snack
made myself a sandwich because obviously I don't get any a--
peanut butter and honey
yes it tasted yummy

3am

and I'm still lonely
I've been listening to sade and her voice got me chilled out and *****
Mulled over a **** Sunday addition
started to toss and turn
with alarming rhythm and precision

4am

finally went to sleep
dreamt of my gf laying beside me
me just holding her like a teddy bear in a warm embrace
her loving lips locked with mine in a tender embrace

I was sleepless in Chicago for several hours last night
it might've been the cold I have, but I woke up not feeling too bright
now it's 11 34 and I'm trying to nap
maybe tonight I won't fall into insomnias trap

"If God be for you;" don't worry about the rest.  He'll give you the ability, to bring out your best.
"If God be for you;" you have no need to fear.  God will always protect you, because you are so dear.
"If God be for you;" you don't have to run and hide.  God has your physical body, right before His eyes.
"If God be for you;" He has whatever you need.  He promised to provide for you, as you would plant a seed.
"If God be for you;" you'll always come out on top.  With God on your side, He will never allow you to drop.
'If God be for you," so go and enjoy peace.  Help bring a smile to everyone, and never let it cease.
By, Author & Poet, Sandra Juanita Nailing

Okay turn

click

Lean back

click

okay let your hair down

click

now show your back

click

Hey Mr photographer,
can I see the camera?
okay here you go,
be careful though

knocks him down

okay now your my model and you'll do what I say!

see my ****?
yes?
well start to lick
licks
more in that place
**** it I'm riding your face
and when I pull it out your **** better match my pace
;)

In case I haven't made it clear
I don't really care for people my dear
I like being alone I like solitude
I don't really mind, but I apologize if I come off rude

But here's the thing, while I cherish being by myself
I don't like being lonely, that's like living an eternal hell.
To reach out when I desire some form of companion
only to be turned away, cuts deeper than the grand canyon

now I'll admit I've made my mistakes
I've got flaws, like my jaw or lack of things about me I find great
I've tried to overcome them but I've gotten shot down
if like life's a game of chess, I'm a king with no crown

Every move I take, whether it be by myself or one of the pieces
the took defending me, the bishop cutting corners like a seamstress
Every single time I think I've finally won the game
life calls out Checkmate! And I've only myself to blame

Let's run down the list
I'm not saying everyone's gonna go through this
but I'm giving up on dating I literally said ***** this
I'd rather die alone in a coffin than get my heart stomped on again like a dogs tail when he's taking a ****

let's start with the simplicity because almost all my relationships ended bitterly
with one exception but that's beyond mention
Now on to reason two because people have always tried to modify what makes me me
I can't decide if it was always my fault I have flaws I know we all do but that doesn't give someone the right to change me you sick *****.

anyway to reason 3 because I don't really believe in me
I'm insecure as all crap and its like someone or something always manages to take the Mickey out of me
whether it's getting crushed by a crush or falling for someone in a rush
my hearts broken probably beyond repair
so forgive me if I'm love impaired

I do not weep for you.
I do not weep for us.
I weep for what we could have become.
I weep because I feel myself falling apart and somehow believe you’re the tailor who can sew me back together.
I weep because I saw you, holding him, kissing him as if my role in your life was the battleground to prepare you for your saviour.
I weep because we had that.
I weep hard, ridding myself of every drop of sorrow only for it to be replenished again, feeding from the source of beautiful memories where our minds were as intertwined as our fingers and our eyes were a grey blur of my blue and your magnificent green.
I weep fearing I will never stop weeping. Until my body is dry and decrepit.
I weep until I’m raw. Leaving only my devastated soul vulnerable to the reality of living one more day without you.
I weep because I allowed your happiness to become my water. I weep because I fought for you, lied for you and ultimately was willing to forget myself for you.
I weep because I miss me.
I weep because you have stolen that piece of my soul that allows me to function.
I weep because that piece of me that you have, once held me together.

Nothing but tragedy,yet all i feel is pain, **** me & take it all away

All the misery,all the pain,all the sleepless nights & the hurtful things

nothing feels good anymore,i wish i could change it all

i wish i could so i would,then it would've been a peaceful sin

Simple to you,impossible to me,for me it never sounded that easy

Dead inside yet alive,Thanks to you i'm paralyzed.