dear little me
you'll never stop failing
and you'll start taking things seriously
you'll lose your meaning and your goal
many times over

but oh my gods
we've always been stubborn, haven't we?
rebuilding ourselves
and our wings
and our dreams
till we've come back to the first design
the thing we never took seriously
not then
but now

that wishful thought
or that idea kept to the side
that "if i do this then maybe but"
we took a long path
just to return to the beginning
but i'm ready this time

you'll be ready

FINALLY SEEING
FINALLY BELIEVING
STOPPED GRIEVING
STARTED WEAVING

FINALLY TRUSTING
FINALLY PERCEIVING
STOPPED DECEIVING
STARTED ACHIEVING

FINALLY LISTENING
FINALLY SELF BELIEVING
STOPPED RELIEVING
STARTED SEEDING

Sometimes
Falling down
everything
Going wrong
Breaking up
Getting rejected
Getting ignored
Feeling it's the end
Of life!

And taking
a step backwards
Gives a new perspective
Of what I need
and what I deserve!

After shattering
into pieces
I will take
piece by piece
To fix myself
Pieces valuable
Pieces to be removed
To fresh start
all over again.

Start over.