Iโm leaving Neverland,
and you donโt have to come with me if you donโt want to,
but Iโm gone,
I know it kinda feels great to stay in a superficially carnal way,
but if I stay I will die,
and Iโll be giving away the precious gift,
of the only thing I actually have,
my life,
because itโs not too late but will be if I wait,
to make all these wrongs right,
and itโs not too late but will be if I wait,
to **** my past and start a new life,
I canโt stay,
and I can no longer deny,
that my Hometown of Hollywood has been corrupted,
they even made the most innocent moments feel tainted,
maybe thatโs why I canโt play with a little boy,
without feeling like Iโm doing something wrong,
and I havenโt sexually abused a single child in my entire adult life,
so why should I feel confused by whatโs going on,
and we all know whatโs going on,
we all know They are attracted to the Young and Innocent,
because in the twisted logic of their perverted minds,
they think maybe by being with children theyโll stay Forever Young,
itโs disgusting,
and Iโm so ashamed of the city Iโm from,
that Iโm not even having kids,
because I feel bad for every daughter and son,
and I still love Michael Jackson,
I mean I own a self-portrait painted by him,
it hangs in my hallway I pass it everyday,
as I search for a way to find some separation,
between art and artist,
between who God created,
and what that who God created,
creates from that creation,
trying to make peace with,
the fact that every gifted artist seems to be so twisted,
makes me suspicious,
of every celebrity I know and all their addictions,
because itโs different,
depending what what their addiction is,
I mean a bit of blow is one thing,
but a kids ******* goes beyond addition & becomes a sickness,
and we may never know every secret untold that goes on without witness,
and honestly at this point I donโt even care,
I just want to get the heck outta here,
you know what I mean Billy Jean,
the kidโs not mine but Iโm still talking to the Man in The Mirror,
so itโs time to Beat It,
make my escape like a Smooth Criminal,
because I realize now that all those messages,
were more than just subliminal,
and I donโt like The Way You Make Me Feel anymore,
Iโm not going to wait โTill You Get Enough,
Iโm going to find a place where I actually feel appreciated,
because I finally realize that back in Hollywood They Donโt Care About us,
so Iโm leaving Neverland,
and you donโt have to come with me if you donโt want to,
but Iโm gone,
I know it kinda feels great to stay in a superficially carnal way,
but if I stay I will die,
and Iโll be giving away the precious gift,
of the only thing I actually have,
my lifeโฆ
โ LaLux โ
Hollywood
2019