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ClawedBeauty101 Feb 2019
I'm sorry that I try my dang hardest and best...
And still manage to fail... and make you fall..

I'm really... sorry...

Sorry..
...I cant seem to stop apologizing.. and I cant lie when i say I am afraid... and I'm fighting to be comfortable and brave again..

I'm so sorry
GaryFairy Jul 2018
I can feel the gravity
savage sadness grabbing me

like a stabbing agony
panicking heartbeat rapidly

like a drastic atrophy
my own tapestry of travesty

applicable calamity
catastrophe is my canopy

the faculty of tragedy
with no strategy for amnesty

the laxity of sanity
I can feel the gravity
inreticence Feb 2019
There is something
more painful
than a heartbreak.

Something that hurts
even when the wounds
have already closed.

Regrets.
They last longer
than forever.
G Feb 2019
She
She was a puzzle that wasn’t meant to be solved by anyone
Not letting someone build her up or figure her out
She liked the feeling of being undone
And loved the fact shes unsolvable


Or maybe she just didn’t want you.
G Feb 2019
Maybe I was just that sad playlist that you listened to every time you’re lonely,
Maybe that happy meal that you needed when you wanted a toy,
Maybe the alcohol you drank when you wanted to forget your broken heart for a night,
Maybe that cigarette that was on your lips the night you were lonely,
I could’ve been anything you needed,
But in the end you only wanted me for a moment.
G Feb 2019
She occupied my head with no hesitations,
She stayed there and played with my emotions,
My gut told me to keep her away,
But in the end I was too stupid to let her stay.
Mary Feb 2019
Jump
And think of your husband
The day you met
The day you married
The birth of your child
Your life together

Jump
And think of your son
The milestone he's achieved
First steps
First day of school
First time behind the wheel
First love

Jump
And forget the things you’ve left undone
Relationships
Apologies
Promises
Dishes

Jump
And know that whatever comes next
Will be better than burning to death
In this raging inferno
LettersToNoOne Feb 2019
Curly hair,
bright blue eyes,
you couldn't see past
the disguise.

You let me make
your heartbeat shake,
and felt my love reverberate
inside your chest,
making me your only reason for happiness...

but that's where it ends.
your happiness is dependent on me,
and truthfully,
that terrifies me.

It's selfish to make me feel
like I have to love you;
for yourself.
You're giving me that responsibility and
making me not only fight my own demons,
but fight yours In the progress.

Progress.

It's never made because you drag me back,
your happiness drags me back,
back to those same words that are almost
like an apology I am saying to myself,
like my head is apologizing
to my heart
and to my
mind.

Because who are you to give me more demons than
I already have.

Your love is a joke.
you pass off your demons to other people
and develop feelings
based on how they handled
them.

You trash talk the ones
not strong enough to support
the weight that somebody's happiness
weighs,
and slowly,
they start to sink too.

And when they're both drowning,
how are they to save each other?
"Shall I be your siren?"
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