I have not loved anyone since the spring.
I'm beginning to have my doubts that I will ever find that perfect matchstick moment again.
But I'm throwing myself into everything,
trying to scare myself into love again.
What we had wasn't love but god
in the movies that's everything that love was made of.
I don't mind being a bad memory.
I don't mind being that Katy girl.
Because I ******* know we had something special
and I could have loved you forever.
Let me be that complicated girl.

I'm sure she's beautiful, Hubble.

Today while you were kissing my lips in my dreams.
I realized one thing when I woke up.
I want u.
Only you.
No one else.
Even if it's to live with you only in my dreams is be happy.
But as long as I have you.

The only thing I want right now is your lips against my lips.
For your fingertips to trace my skin.
To see my reflection in your eyes.
For you to smile
and for me to know I'm the reason why.

"Sometimes I think I have felt everything I'm ever gonna feel. And from here on out, I'm not gonna feel anything new. Just lesser versions of what I've already felt." - Theodore Twombly, Her