i didn’t know it would change.
not like this.
not slowly.
not without a moment to hold onto.

you laughed.
it made me feel safe.
alive, even.
that kind of light doesn’t happen often.
and I chased it.
all I wanted to do was make you laugh.

now it’s quieter.
your name shows up less.
you don’t ask to see me.
you wait for me to reach out.
and even then, it’s different.
you say “maybe” to us hanging out.
like i’m the last person you want to be with.

i used to be in your bed.
i used to feel okay there.
like nothing could break me as long as you were near.

now i’m a little lost.
a little cold.
a little too aware of the space beside me.
between us.

maybe i used you.
not on purpose.
but to feel whole.
to feel wanted.
to feel like i could breathe.

that wasn’t fair to you.
i know that now.

but i still miss you.
i still check my phone.
still wonder what you’re doing.
still remember how your presence softened everything.

i’m adjusting.
some days are easier.
some days are still heavy.
but i’m learning to sit with it.

i want more.
not as much as you’d think.
just a little more.
even now.
even if i shouldn’t.
even if you don’t.

and maybe just missing you has to be enough.
I don’t see another way out.
you totally caught my attention.
and now, i fear how hard it will be to get it back.

Honk honk honk honk,
Honking till our minds go bonk!
Honkin’ here, and everywhere,
Honkin’ even if no one’s there.

Honking like they’re driving high,
Honking like they’re ’bout to die.
Still honking after seeing red,
Honking till our ears bleed blood.

Then there enters a tortured guy—
Probably the wisest in Mumbai:
“Gimme a *****, lend me a hand,
Let me show them well who owns this land.”

One of the greatest makes of mankind:
The decibel meter—time to shine!
You wanna honk? Go ahead—
If you want the timer reset instead!

The more you honk,
The more you wait.
Stay within the limits—
You’ll be safe.

No more honk honk honk,
No more minds going bonk!

I’ve been all over your world
Tried to claim you as mine
Thoughts running time from time
Have me chasing all over you, baby don’t play
Ghosting friends , going MIA
Waiting on your text so I can swing that way
So love…, can I swing that way?
Cause it’s on…

Oh, it’s on now!?
Say less. Baby, in 10mins I’ll be there
Pretty face like you, Ms.Lady, I don’t share
You can be my sunshine or just a toxic trait
I’ll F*ck around and find out
Claim you as mine and only mine now
If you tie me down, then I’ll be down now
Can’t believe I still swing this way

Hey Love... I reach out
I said how much I love you
how much you matters to me

I opened up on little things I expect
Hugs so warm
Kisses so passionate
All I need is your attention and respect
Hold hands while walking

When I narrate something that could me
meaningful or blunder
All I need is you listen
pay attention.. give me an eye contact

Hold me and let me rest on your shoulder
A kiss on Forehead..
It could take out all my stress and Worries

Though I let you know all these
I could see you took efforts
Yet told me you are introvert
You don't express much

Could see you laugh out loud
with your colleagues and friends over phone
I wish to have that entertaining conversation
with you often

Love to see your laugh and smile
I could say.. it can be difficult
you could have different story to narrate
what you expect out

I Love you!!!
My Love is always yours!!
Learn to express it so other could feel it often!