Who am I?
    Noone
What am I?
     A Monster
Where am I?
     Lost
When am I?
     Ever good?
Why am I?
     Feeling like this?
How?
     *She left

words are just letters
imagine that
26 letters and millions of words

patterns are everywhere

all we see are patterns of different things in different people

so how can I
not see the world in you?

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How did I get here?

I have a
Knife in my heart

Sword in my soul

And a bullet in my head

Yet I'm still going

How does that work?

How could i ever let you in,
when you walked away with the key to my heart?
How could i ever love
when you left with my heart?
Tell me, how?

How could i ever smile
when you left me weeping?
How could i ever be happy
when you left me in doldrums.
Tell me, how?

Just like the meciless wind,
pain chases after me.
Just like the loud silence,
i cannot feel my heart beating.
just like the hallow night,
my world is lonely indeed.

Tell me, how could i ever love,
when love is just a "myth" you say?
Tell me, how could the world shine on me,
when my whole world is dark?

Forgetting what it's like to live hand an hand
I used to touch things as they'd break apart so fascinated
But you gave me such a close look
I never wanted this
Watching our memories tumble and fall
Watching our love fall apart
Piece by piece
Looking back and suddenly seeing the rot along the edges and in the cracks.
What once was soft and fluid, is now brittle and torn.
My memory is shining new and sharp
And I'm realizing who you really are
And I'm forgeting my attraction to you
Mean and hateful
Angry and resentful
You are
Smashing my wings under your toes then kissing them better.
Again and again
*you've completely played me

You were once my rival
Someone who's the best in over all
But never have I imagined that i'd fall
And to think that you'd be called
My everything and all

Now I don't know what to do
With these feelings that wont ever go
I just want to be with you

When you're around
My heart can't stop beating aloud
With just your touch
A red face would be bound

The only thing through my mind
Was how to beat your kind
But now all I want
Is for you to be *mine

How can someone love theirself,
when no one loves them for being theirself?