My Friday the 13ths have not always been eventful..
Until today...
You sent me a message.
You apologized.
We spoke.
I ended up saying goodbye first.
Not because I cant handle speaking to you.
I cant handle the pain,
And the excuses.
I cant handle you telling me you love me.
And repedetly telling me...
You're in love with me
You told me to trust you,
that you will explain in a later time.
But how can I trust you,
When you run away?
Perhaps, I do not understand.
But How can I put up with a pain,
You engraved when you left?
©Lily M Sky
I dont really know whats going on anymore. But, I cannot allow myself to sink any further... Even for the person I loved the most.