Every once in a while I look up in the sky, only to realize that our time is passing by I looked at you and you looked back at me the sparks I once saw before, has been gone for so long. Sneaking out late at night has become your habit, if you're happy with her, why not just say it?
How can I keep on fighting for you? When you gave up on me so easily How can I come back to you? When us I no more see How can I say "I Love You"? When I'm no more in love with me How can I be true to you? When I don't know how to be
Do you ever feel like you are stuck? It hits me at a friends house at 3 am when all I want to do is sleep but it’s so ******* hot and my mind is running. No one is awake and all you want to do is run, run away from all my problems or run towards more problems. But I just sit there stuck because either way there are problems. Why is he still my comfort, why does he make me smile. Why aren’t these the same guy. Why the hell can I not be happy? Why can’t I do this? I feel like I am always at check and just waiting to hear checkmate but it never comes. Every day is different but I feel the same way.