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Britty Bruce Dec 2014
I am so very sorry  mother.
Even to my only brother.

I made one of my biggest mistakes..
My promises are the ones who breaks.

My idiotic maturity.
they make my soul impurity.

I beg of you mother, please forgive me..
You don't know just how sorry I'll be.

I love you mother and im so sorry.
Just sit with me and look at the sky, Isn't it starry?

Please don't be mad.
Im trying so hard not to be bad.

Im sorry*  mother*.
I'll try to be another.
To my mother the one who is my forever friend
Graff1980 Dec 2014
I do not fault thy breath
Nor curse the blood
That simmers just beneath

The chest and organs
That bleeds and beats
That agony that groans

The moans that sweat
Sweet honeyed mead
Through stranger seed

I do not blame you
For the road you ran
The hands you held
And all you planned
For you are merely a man
No matter how high
Or hard you stand
For now your bitter actions
Though ill conceived
Receive my pardon
Elizabeth Nov 2014
I think forgetting is the best thing ever.
I'd rather die than remember.

It's so much easier to lose who you are and where you came from. But no one will ever let you forget and that's the conundrum.

They constantly remind you of who you used to be and why you made yourself different. They make you regret.

All I want to do is run, say goodbye to all I know. I want to forget, I want to let go.

And even if it's the last things you say, remember me as the one who got away.
Rachel Dee Nov 2014
My arms are empty,
They hold no more,
My hands are aching,
They're cold and sore,
My voice is gone,
It can no longer echo,
And yet, I am happy,
When I do dare seek a glance,
You dare to seek one back,
Locking eyes for only a minute,
No one will suspect,
In my arms I hold books,
They openly mock you,
In my hands I clench fists,
Which, to friends look of discomfort,
And yet, I am happy,
Our lips in unison purse,
They stubbornly hold the wall of silence between us,
But our eyes go against them,
Venturing to speak subtly,
Our hands forever clenched in a blistery white,
Our bodies tense questioning a fight,
And yet, we are happy,
After all, together we are antiques,
Cold, desperate and remembering,
Everything we've said to each other,
How openly we trusted the other with our frailty,
Trust did not protect us,
Every morning we shine the chips on our shoulders,
So the other can plainly see,
What we feel in secret,
The pain inflicted in our brittle skin,
Our eyes scream different,
Insisting to forgive and be forgiven,
And yet, we are happy,
nzrnrdn Sep 2014
i am forever sorry
and i am forever yours

(here's hoping)

you are forever forgiving
and forever mine
Olivia McCann Jul 2014
The dismal scene
Of church
And parking lot
Played before her hazy eyes.
God absent from the pews,
The moon,
And wherever the **** else
People believed He could be.

She sat on the parking stop,
Knees close.
The night air lapped at her arms,
Raising hell beneath her skin,
And Satan
In her yearning bones.
Her heart beat
At varying abnormal paces.
Her stomach stirred
In craving.
She scratched at her ribs;
A little too hard,
Bruising ****** skin.

God was gone.

And for a moment all she had was a sympathetic truck,
Parked next to her.
But then
She knew she didn't even have that.

Images of her childhood
Sunday mornings, accompanying grandma to church
Appeared as targets
For mind's gun.
She brought from behind her,
The gasoline.
And ran
Without hesitation,
Skipping gleefully as she poured.

Then lit a small pool.
And watched as the church
Erupted into burning
Chaos and
Forgiving embers.
Then she left to satiate
Bitter craving.
Never been religious but kind of just pictured this in my head. Someone feeling deserted and angry with a religion they used to follow...
AB Jul 2014
About this?
This insane thing they call love.

I've been in love
Sure.
But do I know love?
Maybe.
All I want really is
To be happy.
And maybe I don't know that
Either.

I've lived every day
Faked a smile
Laughed falsely
Cried truly
And begged for forgiveness.

Honestly I'm pretty lost in
This thing we call life
But really what I know about life
Is as much as I know about love.

So then
what do I know about anything?
svdgrl Apr 2014
Ask me once again.
Maybe the answer will be different.
Maybe I've grown tired of confirmation.
Maybe I've tried too hard for too long.
Proving a truth that won't be believed.
I fear for a future where all there is
is your constant questions.
And I am lost in constant answers.
Is that a hope worth saving?
You are a soul who is waiting
for a reason to point and shout
that you knew it all along.
Maybe you like to wallow.
Maybe it'll make a good EP.
Maybe I'm just a stepping stone
in your melancholic alcoholism.
I could be just a bottle
held to feel empty
drained of sparkling juice
and then filled up with doubt ****
to sprinkle amongst familiar crowds
or the saddest "I told you so."
Maybe I'm thicker than that.
Maybe you've spread yourself too thin.
Maybe I'm ready to let go
of your minimal digital sins.
I tell my self this one thing
over and over,
and hold the repetition hostage.
Like I do your constant questions.
"forgiveness is
don't suppress.
just forget.
let go of all regrets.
yours and his.
even if you are the only one
who is asked again.
you are the hope worth saving.
nothing more.
nothing less."
So ask me once again,
maybe the answer won't be given.
To mistrust is an exchange
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