A Young man once wrote of his desired obscurity,
His mind a fractured, azure domain marred by anguish and pain, 
His very essence unaware of the guardianship he were under,
The wild chaos ripping it asunder now abated,

His form was one of divine origin,
His heavenly father, the root of all mankind and his kin,
Whispered truths in the light,
Now delivering with speed and fright,
He stood firm, cleansed and healed anew,

The messengers now descend into the world,
What was once found in chaos now brought to order,
The path laid out before him, no longer a murky hew,
A new path and new journey, a joyous breakthrough, 

Verily I say unto thee, 
What is to be locked, bounded and concealed,
For the divine reality is revealed, reality awash, reality anew,
Thought now boundless, In majesty we flock,

The demons who once pranced,
Whom embers ignited,
The chaotic romp in the darkness,
Will no longer have power to outlast us,

The messengers flickering, shimmering gleam,
The welcoming light, a repaired seam,
Through the lights' bliss, sin no longer renewed, 
Madness falling, as his power is shewn,
His love is known,

In my cleansed form, from the shaper of all things,
Seen and unseen, the weaver of the thread and seam,
I burn away my impurities, the purgatory voluntarily,
The once sickened blackness now under the light,
Willingly embraces what is right,
Hosanna in the highest,
For blessed is thee, the almightiest.

I feel forgotten,
I feel lost,
I feel the rotten,
Burning cost
I had to pay
When I lost faith
In the rock
That held me still.
Blade pierced my bones,
My foe reproached
Dailily unto me
“Where is thy god?
Why cast ye down?
What of disquiet in the?”
Atop the sands
Lean on my hands
And begin my ascent to the surface.
“A valid question,
My soul, my friend.
I suppose I lost my purpose.”

Turn the **** of the unknown,
Putting fear in the dirt
Knowing trust is far more valuable
Than the tricks of the enemy.

take me wherever you want,
and talk however you feel.
ask for whatever you need,
i'll always stay here

scream and curse, i don't care
cry out all of your tears
because silence is killing my hope
you are something i've wanted for years

Hazel brown eyes,
Curly hair falling onto your face,
Your sun kissed face, gleaming a golden brown,
you're not smiling much, but oh, does it melt my heart,

You said you'd started gaining weight when this picture was taken.
Oh darling, how adorable you look:,)
I'd like to show the picture to the whole world and tell them all, this sweet sunshine of a boy is mine
You seem so much lighter in the picture

The light coming from you was just so bright
You're laughing aren't you? :)
The slight chubbiness, the glow on ur face,
Your pine tree hazel eyes, the soft jet dark curls, oh honey :)

I don't think anyone has been kissed by the sun so lovingly, Surely he has his favorite :)
The suns favorite boy :) My favorite boy

My dear love, my heart dances,
To your pitches and rhythm,
Your lovely voice plays again,
Peace finds me anew and fresh;

My darling, your hair...
I don't even have the words...
I'm lost at their ends and starts,
Each strand strands me speechless;

Darling mine, look at me again,
I ache to gaze at your magical eyes,
Mine will dance at them,
Like deer in freshly fallen snow,

My winter, my home, my moon baby,
Look at me like you do, charm me,
Hide me in your warm loving embrace,
My serenity, my chaos, mine all mine.