I grow tired of you hurting yourself with me.
You learn to hate me.
We don’t talk anymore.
My nightmares become fatal.
I stop responding because I don’t know how to answer, and I spend Christmas alone passing out wine-drunk to Naruto. I’m not sorry. My mother calls and I don’t know what to say, and neither does she. Then New Years Eve approaches like a dark cloud to water our crop, and wash away our debts,
but
my acquaintances want to have a fistfight, and I’m asked to be a witness in the police report [but I clearly remember nothing happening, through shades of alcohol].
I clearly remember at the beginning of the night I told you I don’t **** with cops.
Yet, now you’re surprised it makes me uncomfortable.
My daydreams grow immersive. My gameplay grows sloppy.
My reactions grow dull. My body grows weak.
This stranger tastes like cigarettes.
I don’t clearly remember the rest.
