my fingertips trace
the outline of your jaw.
they instinctively know
the curvatures of your ears.
my hands have explored
and mapped out
every contour of your
body and heart.
I am the cartographer
of your soul.
I hum sentimental songs
as you sleep,
hoping they enter
your dreams.
that you can feel my presence.
a smile as you part your lips.
a blush when your eyelids
flutter while you dream
(hopefully of me.)
for what seems like the first
time in an eternity of
tempestuous winter;
I feel the unconditional love
and happiness that
accompanies losing
myself in you.
words flow around me as I
search for the correct syntax
to name my desires,
but they remain ineffable.
I want to have your
aura tattooed onto mine,
binding us for life.
we are the red string,
and I am the seamstress.
I tied us together during
my tour of heaven.
the angels gave me
the task of word prophecy
and of sealing our fate.
it was always you.
june 1st, 2014
I am still the cartographer of your soul.