my sadness knows no love
my sadness knows no fear
my sadness knows no pain
my sadness knows no end
my sadness knows no happy endings
my sadness knows no sleep

my sadness knows lies
my sadness knows death
my sadness knows scars
my sadness knows eulogies
my sadness knows 2am voices
my sadness knows 4am shadows

my sadness - knows how to hit every Self-Destruct button and watch me disintegrate into a million and one pieces, and then hits the buttons again

Our paths cross briefly
Like messengers of the divine, to remind one another of Love, and Hope, and Honor, and all the good that stirs in you that I can see, and in turn what you beheld that swims in me.

Thank you
Repose
Good bye

As I sit in my car I realize
I have no more alibis
I've run outa lies to tell myself
The relationship I've built was a compromise
to make myself feel alive
But it's not working anymore

...Nothing's working anymore

Let's not talk about love,
no more.
cliche.
the butterflies
and those hopeful mornings
hand holding
and thoughts of forever.
Stalling at the door to see if he'll kiss,
glances of us breathing as we fall asleep
talks of constellations
and that moment when you're the only two people in the room who know that song by heart
By heart.
Bye heart.
My heart.
Let's not talk about love anymore.

skipping to the last chapter
your arms are my laughter  
your chest is the final breath before I leave
you breathe and I breathe

shirtless upon the top stair
I, at the bottom already gasping for air
lace falling onto the third, you being the first
to step into my world of thirst

eyes on eyes
sunset skies
skipping daylight as I awaken to your heavy breathing sighs
what a lovely way to die

This is not what I expected
it’s been a blurry haze
since you injected

your mistake in me

now i’m infected
with what I love to hate
a new neglected

side of me..
she’s kinda hectic.


I feel the dizzy before I spin
and dear, I’ve lost my head again

These walls don’t it know,
but they’ll crash.
What was once a home is now trap.

These feelings that won’t go,
are not changing.
My heart’s beating so hard
that it’s breaking

down again.


A loves gone loveless for far to long
so sick with sadness
what went so wrong?


and all I know, when the phone rings
I will leave after the tone

someone hear me!
I’m starting to think that i’m alone!

Is someone near me
or am I still own on my own?

I can’t see real clearly
but it looks like
it’s the end of the road

can’t get a grip
i’m loosing stearing

and now i’ve completely lost control

I can’t stop
no brakes
no gearing

windsheild’s bursting

lights knocked out

guess this is goodbye
my sweet last hope.