I'd say goodnight
Except you wouldn't hear
The misery dripping from dry lips
So frozen with fear

I'd say goodbye
Except I'd see you again
But it'll hurt watching a stranger
When they were your friend

I'd say good luck
But I know that you won't need it
You already have everything
So I guess you won't receive it

I'd say come back
Only it'd hurt twice as bad
Because I'm used to sadness
But I hate getting mad

And I'd swing from the rope
For my sins I would choke
But you'd probably cut me down again
So that path is a no

I guess I can't quit
I guess I'm not done
Maybe somewhere out in the world
I can have some fun

I wanna feel that again..,

The days I count hath past…
when hours beyond my grasp
are now tickling the gallons of innumerable pain.
Here under the moonlight shine
with tiny million crystal beans,
I numbered all the scars
they marked a sand of thousand mem’ries.
‘tis has to be done, I know
Oh, moonlight I know you hear!
You witnessed all the tears
from my night to night’s endless mare.

But the gambler whispered all,
I now have to give up all;
my happiness, my love, and all
along the saddest hymn of mine soul.
Goodbye my dearest
sweetest paradise of wound.
Goodbye…

Tears flow like a tsunami a tidal wave.
So powerful im wreaking havoc upon myself and others.
Destroying my awarness Im ill.
Flooding tears drown as they cascade.
  
Spinning twisting thoughts like a tornado.
Going crazy cant concentrate.
Wrecking my day to day life.
My Identity... Im finding it soo difficult to know...
  
Sweeping through like a hurricane.
Lifting me off of my feet.
Rain down with devastation.
Hurting an endless amount of names..
  
Seems this sickness is spreading like wildfire.
Burning through the innocent.
Why must this continue to happen.
Why must this madness continue to transpire.
  
Suddenly I explode like a volcanic eruption.
Realizing that this is all truly my fault.
Must put a stop to this.
Ceasing the contiuation of my destruction.
  
Dry eyes Im numb determined to put an end to this drought.
Heaven please rain down on me.
With help from god family and friends..
We can Move on move foward constantly committ to this route.
  
We can rebuild.
Dedicated to all the innocence that has been killed.
We will rise again with strength commitment and will

Mga sinambit **** salita,
Mula sa binitawan **** "mahal kita",
Naglalaro sa aking isipan,
Akin parin kinakapitan.

Sa pag pikit ko ng aking mga mata,
Ikaw ang laging nakikita,
Sa dinami daming dahilan para kalimutan ka,
Heto ako patuloy na nag-aantay kahit alam kong wala na,

Tanong ko sa aking sarili, bakit ikaw pa?
Bakit ikaw pa at marami namang iba,
Sa bawat luhang bumagsak sa aking mga mata,
Sa bawat sabi kong 'okay pa, okay na' may lihim na ayoko na at hindi ko na kaya.

Mahal ko, minahal mo nga ba ako?
Naniwala sa mga pangako **** napako,
Oo nga pala no? Lumipas na ang isang taon,
Ngunit ang nararamdaman kong ito hindi parin nakabaon.

Pero ipinapangako ko sa aking sarili,
Hinding hindi na ako magpapatali,
Sa mga matatamis **** salita,
**Kahit kailan hindi na ako maniniwala.