solfang

solfang Sep 2018

I was told that
you do not like
my disjointed arms,
my geekish look,
my elongated legs,
my unruly manner.

I never knew
I am imperfect,
until you
pinpointed my
obviously beautiful flaws.

allow me to love myself the way I want.

#imperfect #perfect #looks #manner #haters #pinpoint #flaws #beautiful #geek #life

solfang Aug 2018

the day after tonight

the reason
I'm happy every day
is because
I woke up
from a nightmare
that almost consumed me
the night before.

and I laugh
for I fear;
when I face
the same nightmare again
I wouldn't wake up
to see
the day after tonight.

the pain from my anxiety is getting into me. every night.
Sometimes, I'm afraid that I wouldn't wake up to see the day after tonight.

#anxiety #nightmare #fears #reason #happy #day #consume #wake #night #sleep

solfang Aug 2018

fell/fall in love

I fell out of love
with the thought of
falling in love.

I think there's a phase in life where you'll stop fantasizing about love and focus more on what's really revolving around you

#love #fall #fell #heartache #heartbreak #pain #thought #crush #desire #dream

solfang Jul 2018

future || present | past

how can I envision the future,
when I'm stuck in the present,
dwelling on my past.

I find it hard to plan or foresee my future because I can't handle the things on my hand now. I blame my past memories for all of this

#future #present #past #memories #stuck #experience #stories #dwell #envision #pain